High High up in the Sky

Have you ever felt like you're floating on a cloud?
Have you ever had the sudden urge to fly?
well... i wanna fly
i wanna float
i wanna soar =D

mixed emotions

Im positively scared. Absolutely mortified. I can't believe this day has finally arrived. I have never imagined this day.Not up till now. There are no words to describe the mixture of emotions im currently going through. I feel so scared and yet calm and somehow i feel exited. In the end i dont know what exactly im feeling. All i know is that i will be meeting up with my school teachers. For the last time ever before i move into a different chapter of my life. College.

I cant begin to explain the feeling when i say that ill be going to PJ College of Art and Design. That college will be mine for 3 years. I will work my butt off to achieve what ever i hav dreamt of achieving whilst im at that college. The people there will definitely be warm and fun no doubt about that. This little college is not far from my dad's office and the campus isnt exactly as big as The Royale Palace but itll do. it will act as my second home for the next three years and i am glad to call it my second home.

I am gonna miss my friend from skul though. we will all move our separate ways after tomorrow. no doubt about that.

I still cant stop talking and thinking about BRATs. it was the most exciting and fun workshop/camp ive ever been for(apart from JENESYS). I will never forget these two camps. These two camps have changed me into a better and more open person. Open to new possibilities and open to knowledge. Without participating and applying for these camps, i wouldnt hav gone through as much as i have gone through (if u know what i mean).

However hard i try to improve my english, it never seems to work. The way i write is still the same. I tend to use simple and relatable words that people can understand and connect with. yea i use weird contexts but im sorry everyone dt's just the way i convey my thoughts. Not to mention the fact that this is my page and no one can tell me how to write here.... MUAHAHAHHAHHA... but seriously.. if u hav idea's on how to improve english, pls do share... (the previous muahahahaha and the part where dis is my page and all.... plz ignore that part... that was just me goin a bit mad =P)

I LOVE YOU ALL =D

I LOVE BRATs

IM SOO gonna MISS brats.... yes... i was chosen to attend this journalism workshop in kelantan... it was positively awesome and not to mention eye opening... it made me realize how much i dont know about my own country and also our world/earth.... about wats going on around me and all.. im such a blind bat.... i also managed to gain sooooo many new friends... seriously love them all... they rock.... im closer to these bunch of people compared to the malaysians i met when i went for Jenesys....

i learnt so much bout journalism... bout writing.... and everything.... the way journalists write is totally different compared to the way us skul students write.... journalistic writing cuts straight to the point.. there's no beating around the bush and there's no intro thats long winded and all...... it literally juz cuts straight to the very point....

we also learnt stuff bout photography.... but i kinda knew wat he was talking bout.... but i juz listened anyways =] i was  coz i quite happycoz i knew all the technical terms he was using and that made me realize dt i know quite a bit =D exited a bit edi.. lolx... and i realized that i need to improve my spoken english... i have to stop making so many grammatical mistakes and stuff... these people talk like.... almost perfect english... im there talking broken english but i can still correct people's grammatical mistakes.... i seem like a hypocrite coz im correcting others but not correcting myself... damn mannn....

i miss people tau =[ couldnt talk to THEM everynight.... couldnt LOOK AT THEIR pix every night.... couldnt TEXT as much as we would text everyday.... YOU KNOW WHO U ARE =] and im sure ur reading now =P aishiteru =]

I AM FAT.....

omg.... i seriously suck at tennis... although i am wayyy better than last time though..... but still... i seriously suck tau... like.... SERIOUSLY....and to top it all off.... in this one week..... 2 diff coaches commented on my size/weight/fatness.... on tuesday coach ganesh said im fat and dt girls my age shud hav bodies like models..... felt like cryin then and there.... i actually did cry.... well teared for about 30 minutes... after dt i stopped..... thank god for my sweat.... if i wasnt sweatin, they wud hav realized dt i was cryin.... and then on thursday.... dt coach asked wts my weight... i didnt say so he guessed... and den he said dt i was d same weight as him.... den i tink he saw my expression after dt.... and he said dt its ok even if ur fat u can still play tennis..... d ting is.... HE STILL MENTIONED D PART BOUT ME BEIN FAT..... den thankfully today coach nadir didnt say anythin bout my fatness... probably coz he's an old coach (not OLD... i mean.. he's been there for quite a while) and hence he knows me quite well.. so he didnt say anythin bout it =] thank god...but that boy did say dt his bro calls me gundechi... ='[... i feel so fat....

im goin next week =D omg i drove kakaks car today.... and omg... damn slow la.... haiz... and i had prob wif startin to move... lol... hope i get used to it on my last day of class ='[