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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

mixed emotions

Im positively scared. Absolutely mortified. I can't believe this day has finally arrived. I have never imagined this day.Not up till now. There are no words to describe the mixture of emotions im currently going through. I feel so scared and yet calm and somehow i feel exited. In the end i dont know what exactly im feeling. All i know is that i will be meeting up with my school teachers. For the last time ever before i move into a different chapter of my life. College.

I cant begin to explain the feeling when i say that ill be going to PJ College of Art and Design. That college will be mine for 3 years. I will work my butt off to achieve what ever i hav dreamt of achieving whilst im at that college. The people there will definitely be warm and fun no doubt about that. This little college is not far from my dad's office and the campus isnt exactly as big as The Royale Palace but itll do. it will act as my second home for the next three years and i am glad to call it my second home.

I am gonna miss my friend from skul though. we will all move our separate ways after tomorrow. no doubt about that.

I still cant stop talking and thinking about BRATs. it was the most exciting and fun workshop/camp ive ever been for(apart from JENESYS). I will never forget these two camps. These two camps have changed me into a better and more open person. Open to new possibilities and open to knowledge. Without participating and applying for these camps, i wouldnt hav gone through as much as i have gone through (if u know what i mean).

However hard i try to improve my english, it never seems to work. The way i write is still the same. I tend to use simple and relatable words that people can understand and connect with. yea i use weird contexts but im sorry everyone dt's just the way i convey my thoughts. Not to mention the fact that this is my page and no one can tell me how to write here.... MUAHAHAHHAHHA... but seriously.. if u hav idea's on how to improve english, pls do share... (the previous muahahahaha and the part where dis is my page and all.... plz ignore that part... that was just me goin a bit mad =P)

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