I AM FAT.....

omg.... i seriously suck at tennis... although i am wayyy better than last time though..... but still... i seriously suck tau... like.... SERIOUSLY....and to top it all off.... in this one week..... 2 diff coaches commented on my size/weight/fatness.... on tuesday coach ganesh said im fat and dt girls my age shud hav bodies like models..... felt like cryin then and there.... i actually did cry.... well teared for about 30 minutes... after dt i stopped..... thank god for my sweat.... if i wasnt sweatin, they wud hav realized dt i was cryin.... and then on thursday.... dt coach asked wts my weight... i didnt say so he guessed... and den he said dt i was d same weight as him.... den i tink he saw my expression after dt.... and he said dt its ok even if ur fat u can still play tennis..... d ting is.... HE STILL MENTIONED D PART BOUT ME BEIN FAT..... den thankfully today coach nadir didnt say anythin bout my fatness... probably coz he's an old coach (not OLD... i mean.. he's been there for quite a while) and hence he knows me quite well.. so he didnt say anythin bout it =] thank god...but that boy did say dt his bro calls me gundechi... ='[... i feel so fat....

im goin next week =D omg i drove kakaks car today.... and omg... damn slow la.... haiz... and i had prob wif startin to move... lol... hope i get used to it on my last day of class ='[