when i kiss you.... i feel your lips... thats all... no emotions.... but when i kissed the other..... i felt something.... i should have thought... i should have listened... i should be using my brain....i should be growing... i shouldnt be immature.... i shouldnt be a kid.... i have absolutely no idea wat to do next... which path to pick... which person to follow.... i have to teach you.... u know nothing.... u think maturely yet emmaturely.. i dont like it.... if you like him... youll change for me.... and we've gotta teach you how behave properly.... so disgusting.... you need a 101 on what i am... coz u donno how particular i actually am....

im so sad....

so emotional.....

you dont have to tell me that im bad.....

i know what ive done....

and this concludes.....

how i feel.....