I AM SCREWED.... OFFICIALLY

I AM OFFICIALLY GONNA BE SCREWED TOMORROW AFTERNOON....

sakthis told us that we had to go to the field tomorrow afternoon after skul at abt 1 pm..... i dunno wat to do.... im scared yet i know we will either clean the padang.... run.....ambarass ourselves or sumtin like dat.... chances are that she makes us run up and down the stairs of kesidang and also mayb sitting in d middle of d field and becoming 5 shades darker than we are now..... i dont mind actually.... as long as she isnt the reason i become sick again.... coz i cant bare havin such a bad throat.... it hurts.... and i wont be able to concentrate properly....

i screwed every paper..... im gonna start screwing myself soon.... haiz... im so damn dead.... haiz... i hate me....

i feel like a total silt...... i cant help it..... i feel like ive done something so entirely wrong and i cant help but feel so sorry and miserable bout it.... i know that we shouldnt dwell in our past but i just cant seem to get over dis damn thing....... dammit... haizzz

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