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THE GANG!!! LOL (F4 PREFECTZZ)

omg..... our gathering rawkddd!!!!! hehehehe...... i danced.... but i know that i could have danced wayyyy better.... i juz didnt want the teachers to make some fuss or anythin.... but i know that i can do wayyyyyy better... lolx.... and over all i tink they all enjoyd.... haha.. not bad oso ah.... lol.... but i was damn dissapointed that they cancelled the fashion show... ='[..... and we practiced so damn much that my back actually strained..... so damn pain i tell you.... i cant even sit properly!... am so damn exited coz me and mama will be goin to klpac to see bout the singing classes.... =D so damn exited!!!! !ive been wanting this for like.... FOREVER!!!.... lol.... and ive got a trophy!!!! for debating!!! we were the runner ups for our zone... how sad ='[... coz everyone thought that we had a damn good chance of representing... but wat to do... we didnt win... ='[..... went to grandma's house yesterday... she made cheese cake!!!! =P =D so happieee!!! lol..... i miss kerri!! ='[.... i miss gossiping wif her... i miss hanging out wif her.... smsing her... everythin! huhuhu.... saw shaun at the pasar malam that day.... i kinda miss him too actually.... he's so cute! like the youngest lil bro ive never had... although i do have a younger bro... lol.. complicatin?? well... deal wif it! lol....

i miss him... but i dunno la.... narash said that HE was the one who called him dat night... im wonderin why he cant even sms me or anythin.... ahhhhh!!! fuck it... im fed up.... i do love him... but if he doesnt love me as much as i do... then ill move on... i know i can.... ive done it b4.... and i know i will never ever forget him... i juz wonder if he will.... coz i dunno wat to do anymore.... i do trust him when he says that he isnt wif this tulasi gurl... but i dunno laa... watev laa.... im juz gonna live my life..... eventough im only 16 and i cant live it to the fullest YET.... if u noe wat i mean... lolx....

talkd to this dude named ******* laz night... damn does he remind me of mark... damn laa.... its scary!!!.... but mark is like... overrr *****.... this dude isnt that much.... its scary how similar the two are.... they both like the same things... but only dat mark likes hiphop.... this dude likes rock.... both like branded stuff... both are attractive... both are good wif their words.... both have nice voices... but i kinda like marks one better(so damn low and sexay) lolx.... both can sing.... haiz.... no comments.... lolx...

MY BACK HURTS!!!!!! i tink it was coz of the excessive dance practicing.... haizz... strained my back.... muscles too tired of bending and stretching.... thank god i can actually sit now... at first it was hard for me to even sit..... haizzz.....

i dunno wat i wanna be when i grow up... all i noe is dat i wanna have fun and at the same time i wanna do sumtin i love and dont mind doin every single day..... but the thing is dat i love photography.... and the prob wif it is that if im not gud enough.... i will DIE..... i wont be able to get through to the world... i wont get money if im no good.... i have to be like.... the BESSSSTTT amongst the RESTT..... im slowly getting the hang of this slr..... and im loving every picture i take.... every breath i use while im taking pix.... its so beautiful.... the art of taking pix.... its like... capturing life.... movement... momentum..... everything in one single picture...... its hard to accomplish... but once u get the hang of it.... you will LOVEEE It...... im slowly getting the hang of taking pix of people which is a MAJOR plus point... coz its damn important... i can be a great journalist.... i can write and at the same time take pix..... mayb ill do that.... but the ting is..... i dont wanna b writing my whole life..... i write whenever i want to..... but all i know is that i CAN write if i want to.... and when im in the mood..... i can ever write poems...... i can make lyrics..... i dunno wat i wanna do....

HELP ME PEOPLE!!!!!!