i hate me

damn..... life sucks.... i hte me.... i only got 5a's.... i was so damn sad dat i cried almost the whole day!!! mom got me a teddy to hug..... aunty rog got me chocs and aunty amarjit got me earrings..... but seriously.... i was very miserable yesterday.... and i was kinda miserable today too..... i hardly ate yesterday..... haiz..... but thank god i got a's for both my science and maths..... i thought i was gonna get b's for science......

this year has been ok.... apart from my results, it was actually a gud year..... i enjoyd and suffered both at the same time..... i had MANY firsts...... and many bad experiences..... and things to be so proud of..... haiz...... anywayz.... HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS AND GALS OUT THERE!!!

FREAKIN SCARED

OMGOSH!.... IM GONNA DIE TOMORROW.... WISH ME LUCK GUYS!!!!

damn..... i cant believe tomorrow's de 30th..... results.... haiz..... i juz hope i get into a pure science class... or else ill commit suicide!!!.... HAIZ.....

today was an adventure.... watched australia.... IT WAS NICE... hehe...... but i wish i can re-watch it...... mayb next time.....

i gotta start gettin redi for skul... havent bought my damn buks..... damn..... and damn am i usin damn a lot.... lol....

i wanna dance... i wanna cry.... i wanna sing.... i wanna die.....

lol dat was rhyming!!! =P

christmas

christmas was kinda nice.... i wore my dress... hehehe..... uncle din actually sain i looked nice and also slim!!! its a miracle for HIM to say a ting like dat to ME..... coz he usually teases me and not to mention every1 else.... lol...

today, we went to low yat at noon coz of miks screen but then when we went there, we searched and then only we found out that they had relocated to tropicana...... so after lunch/tea we went all de freakin way to tropicana.... and then when we were there, they said that they couldnt replace de laptop.... WHAT CRAP..... well, in the end papa was so freakin angry so we went and picked kakak up....... poor thing.... she was sick..... she had a tummy ache the whole day so she took an mc

haiz.... MERRY XMAS

MERRY XMAS PPL!!!!!!!!!!

get loadsa pressies k!!!! and u better not forget to giv me one too!!! lol.....

am up dis freakin late makin xmas cards..... haiz my eyes are hurting..... my head is aching and my fingers are covered wif glue.... lol...... DAMN I GOT MY LAPTOP!!!! ITS AN ACER ASPIRE 4530!!! AND I LOVE MY BABY!!!! lol but de only problematic ting is dat i gotta move alllllll of my stuff from my old pc to my baby...... a total waste of time....... and i was supposed to copy sum pix to a cd for my aunt..... SHE WANTS TO USE THEM.... for god only noes why...... i hope shell be usin them for her adds..... if she does i hope she pays me.... lol..... went last minute xmas shoppin today...... and yesterday.... lol...... tomorrow morn we're gonna wrap all the pressies..... damn tomorrow is gonna be so much fun!!! i wonder how many houses will we be visitin..... not THATTTT many i hope..... i juz hope we dont visit unc s's house....... i mean he and g r ok... but im not that familiar wif the rest of them....... newayz

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
AND HAV A HEPI FREAKIN NEW YEAR!!!!
chaozzzzzzzzzz
nitezzzzzzzzz
-tasha-

i hate me

haizz...... im so fed up..... my stomach hurts and my dad has gone mad...... he actually let almost all of them stay in out house!!! that is like so utterly CRAZY...... how in de freakn world are ALL of them gonna sleep in our house???/ tooooo many ppl!!!!!!! and im sume tomorrow morn he is DEFINITELY gonna ask me to handle it...... as it is i can barely stand today..... imagine how bad itsgonna be tomorrow!!! i juz hope i die in my sleep.... lol......

newayz, i managed to take sum GREAT pix while i was there....... a pic of a spiderweb..... so damn pretty!!! lol..... and i gota pester mom and dad to go get my skul bag and buy my skul books..... skul is startin in a few weeks time... and i gotta be redi... especially if i wanna be a prefect..... i gotta be neat and tidy..... if not, im DEAD..... of... i forgot.... pn....... is supposed to b comin to de morn session next yr.... i juz hope dat dat rumour is a lie..... coz if its true.... we all will certainly DIE!!!...... haizzz.......

k... me gotta go..... gotta go rehydrate.... im now at de moment dehydratin... lolz.... chaozzz
-tasha-

oh yaaa

oh ya... for got to tell u guys sumtin....

while me and my fren were sittin at dis pub/bistro while simply takin pix of each other, dis old white guy says 'takin pix of each other eh real fun eh!' so we both juz smiled and laughed.... then afta a few mins we continued takin pix.... dat guy had sat behind us.... then suddenly he came up to us and asked said 'he can i see those pixz?' then i said 'NO NO(while laughin)'... i then quickly deleted them.... then i gave him de cam and he was lookin for de pix.... den he went from pix to pic and he asked where we came from and we told him.... then i asked where he came from.... he was from amsterdam.... den he suddenly told us dat he wasnt like de the other ppl from where he lives.... he said dat he doesnt drink,smoke,hav random sx or do de BIG D.... and dat he only drinks beers.... thn i said dat dat was bull..... then later while he asked me sum q's he kept comin closer and closer to me... i ofcoz moved further apart..... then he asked us if we wanted any drinks...den i told him i dont want any drink and dat i cant drink... den he asked if we wanted a coke or anytin... we said no and dat MY DAD was sittin nearby..... then he became a lil quiet.... den he asked which one was my dad.... so i showed him one of our pics and he saw my dad..... then afta dat he said ok bye and he went bak to his seat.... we both(me and my fren pooja) were lyke... WATTA EFF!!!... HE WAS KINDA HITTIN ON US!!!... and oh ya... as he was leavin he said oh malaysia.... beautiful country..... so are theyre woman....... ofcoz both of us had to smile but inside we were about to kick him in de nuts.........

then on de next day, while we were playin pool, we saw him wif sumother endon lady..... he actually kissed her infront of every1.... then afta a few mins he took her hand and was gonna go up to his ROOM!!! then me and my fren were like WATTA EFF..... but then a few mins later they both came bak in... we dunno if anytin happened or not... but i kinda doubt it.... DISGUSTIN.....

then the whole time we were in bali, all de guys kept singing kuch kuch hota hei or namaste or shukriya whenever we passed by.... so weird... then once when i was lookin at dis hot bike i was distracted by dis uglay guy smilin at me.. and not ur normal friendly smile.... i weird 'hey babe' smile..... im not jokin!!! it was freakin disgustin mann...... haiz..... in a way im freakin HAPPY dat im bak in malaysia.... i doubt anytin like dat will happen... in dat sense malaysians are WAY more sophisticated and not like total jakuns.... lolz....

newayz... i gotta go.... chaozzzzzzzzzzzz
-tasha-

FREAKIN BALI!

juz came bak from bali today.... its such a historical and religious place laa...... majority of de ppl there r hindus....... the beach is so freakin beautiful and u can even see de sunset at hardrock!.... muahahahaha.... i juz LOVE DE BEACH!!!!....... hehe..... and weird ting, in de flight, i realized dat dis one guy from pala's (ashwin or ashvin or watev) was on de flight along wif his fly!!!..... wat a freakishly weird coincidense...... at de immigration counters, i juz looked straight at me and it was lyke we were both tinkin of de same words in our brains (omg!!! watta heck is she/he doin here?!?!) den de next day, we went to de painting village and again i saw him.... dis time, afta 1 hour of lookin at paintings, he finally said hi like as though he hadnt seen me b4..... kinda rude.... haiz newayz i started talkin to his cuzsis and she said dat they were stayin in hardrock and dat dey were goin bak on tue.... we were goin bak on wed.... newayz dat guys dad said dat he was shy of talkin to girlz and his cuz kept sayin 'phew wit'...... =S......... dat was my expression......... newayz then his dat asked us to come hang out wif dem at hardrock sumtime..... but ofcoz we didnt get de chance of even GOIN to hardrock... haiz... newayz ill most probably see him at tuition...... then ill start talkin to him laa..... lolz... HIS SMALL CUZ SIS+BRO ARE SO SO SO SO SOOOO DAMN CUTEEE!!!!!! de boy is a noti+cheeky boy and de sis is so cute+shy+always smiles.... lolz...

i drew pix of de temples we went to..... i may take pix of dem and post dem on9..... lazy to scan... lolz.. =P

nwayz.... were goin to frasers tomorrow.. haiz.... this week is gonna be freakin tiring laa..... im gonna be tkin my fon+cam.......... YAY!!!! I LOVE MY GADGETS!!! lolz... =P....... i gotta start gettin redi for skul.... it starts in bout 1-2 weeks!!! im FREAKIN OUT!!! IM GONNA BE IN F4+16!!! im gonna suffer+die next yr... haiz.... newayz im kinda tired... i wanna go sleep... nitezzz chaozzzzz
-tasha-

hhmm......

OMGOMGOMG!!!! I GOT MY FON!!! IT ROCKS SO HARD MY BUTT ACHES!!!....... =P its so black!!! so shiny!!! i love it!!!

am so damn exited bout 2molo.... hope can see j.... not quite sure though........ hhmm...... newayz.... told papa AGAIN dat we're goin.... HOPE HE GIVS US MONAY!!!..... SERIOUSLY NEED IT!!! =P

guess wat!!! well, yesterday i had tuition rite? well we finished earlier coz mrs pala had to take her mom to the hospital to change her ventilation tube.... and guess wat happened today??? HER MOM DIED!!! dramatic much rite? shantinii smsed me and told me dat my class[pro f4] was canceled...... it seems dat her mom died in the ICU and dat mrs pala was cryin on one of the f4 girls shoulder..... poor thing!!......

went to nana's hse... thought ally...... was kinda fun.... ate dinner at 5.45 [tuna spaghetti.... was damn tasty] and then went 4 karate at 7.45....... came bak at bout 10.15..... watched '21' coz mik wanted to..... mik kinda injured his fingers and was makin a big fuss out of it...... he doesnt noe what ive gone through..... CLEARLY he hasnt......

nwayz... me wanna go cleep... damn tired... NITE....

freakin fucked

i hav absolutely no idea wat to do....... r said ilu...... sh ws... =] cute.... j was sweet[dunno as a fwen or wat].... and p kept askin to go watch a movie........ sh=hot.....p=hotter........j=sweet........r=longLONGfwen........

newayz.... helped greg solve HIS prob..... finally asked na if she liked him.... said yes..... told her de truth.......she said ok and hoped they cud still stay fwenz..... told him to msg her 2molo to find out if she replies his msgs...... chose L1......still likes L2.......

IM GETTIN MY NEW FON TOMORROW!!! WK910i HERE I COME!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! shake+3G=MADNESS!!! hehehe..... + ILL B GETTIN MY OWN FREAKIN LAPTOP!!!! + WE'RE NOT MOVING!!! well thats kinda saddening.... was reli lookin forward to movin and remodelling.... haiz.... and moreover, at 1st pa said dat he'll be renovatin our current hse but then he said dat it'd cost LOADS so he's tinkin of not doin anytin!!! BUT I NEED MY OWN BATHROOM+BIGGER ROOM+TABLE+SOFA BED+WAREDROBE!!!!........ boohoohoohooohooooo......... haiz.... wat to do..... i gotta LIVE MY LIFE!!!>......... =P

talked to kerri!!! miss her!!! hahahaha..... she has SERIOUSLY GOTTA CALL ME!!!! i need to hear her stories!!!

AM SO EXITED BOUT DIS THURS!!! may meet j there..... gonna watch 'TWILIGHT' !!!!! SO DAMN EFFIN EXITED!!!! I LOVE VAMPIRES+LAPIZ LAZULI!!!!

i sooooo wanna go out wif p laa... asked him to come to don's bday/pool party at sang suria nxt tue..... but i gotta call/sms don and ask him if it wud b ok if i brought p........ damn is he HOTTT!!.... haizz.....

hate life.....me miss a.... he is also damn effin hot........ haiz.... i LOVE IT when he plays his guitar........... damn...... HIS HAIR ROXX MANN!!! =P

k.... me gtg.......chaozzzzzzzzzzzz

INTERNATIONAL SCOUTS CAMP 2008

haiz.... im so damn freakin tired.... came bak yesterday nite 4rm the camp... it kinda rocked..... could tease greg coz there was this one girl that was kinda flirtin wif him...... thank god no one even TRIED to flirt wif me.... i guess im not liked by malayz..... and plus there were many other hot girls there.. i was juz a total fatass loser..... haiz... wat to do......

told him bout shiv..... and ram...... and a few otherz.........we talked.... bout THINGS...... it was kinda cool havin sum1 to talk to bout these tings.... since it the hols and i cant talk to purne.... seriously miss her laa....... =P....... in fact i miss kerri too!!! =O hahaha..... newayz... i gtg..... sowie 4 de short entry and nighty nite!!!

and oh ya!! I LOST MY FON!!! so i gotta get all my damn nums bak..... and gotta tel shiv+jack..... haiz....... thank god for fwenztr.....

LET IT ROCK!!!

i am now LITERALLY in freakin LOVE wif de song LET IT ROCK by KEVIN RUDOFF ft. LIL WAYNE........... DE SONG REALLY DOES ROCK!!!!

i wanna go out....
i wanna be freeeee
i want my womanhood back
i want to loose 10 kgs.....[will never happen]
i want new shoes
i want a new tennis skirt
i want skinny legs
i want a new laptop
i want to be less selfish...[i seriously tink im selfish]
i wanna visit nana
i wanna WIN MAKAF 2009!!! [coz afta dat ill probably hav to stop goin 4 classes ='(]

didnt do much today...... slept at 1 am..... was forced to sleep dat late..... was actually so damn tired...... got up only at 12pm =P... swept the house, arranged the tings in the hall........ made lunch[mushroom soup] ma came bak..... aunty norkidah came..... ate our cookies and then took home sum guppies...... watched dis reli funny movie....... went cycling 4rm 4.30-4.10 then was training outside for 15 mins and for another 5 mins i decided to water the plants.......came inside...... sat in the heat[wifout the fan on] watched sumor tv...... went to pick mik and then to the pasar malam.... was too damn early to see any1....... was sad....... came home and ate...... watched tv...... sent some goodluck smses...... and now here i am....... listening to LET IT ROCK!!!!....... all i can tink about when i listen to this song is THIS SONG ROCKS and I SOOOO GOTTA DANCE!!! hahahaha......

ok i gtg..... chaozzzzz

I HATE ME

haizz..... today was fairly ok...... got up at freakin 9.10!!!! was supposed to get up at 8.00......... went 4 karate 5 mins late..... thank god we didnt get our asses kicked...... fought the whole class..... got a deeeeeep cut on the inside of my mouth..... blood was flowing out..... i tasted blood...... and at the end of the class we played what 'we' call 'captain ball' [its actually sumtin like netball but wifout the shooter and others... only a goalie]

walked home...... didnt wanna get a lift 4rm ram..... so we walked wif priya+bro+thivager...... was reli fun.... talked bout music and karate.... teased each other.... threw rocks at a construction site... took pix wif mik coz he was so bored.... hahahahalolz.....

came home... ordered domino's..... ate like a total pig!!...... felt damnn freaking guilty...... went to g'mas hse..... was still feelin guilty so i didnt eat...... probably wont hav dinner........ had a glass of raspberry V wifout any1 knowing......

now am at home.... doin notin..... feelin sleepy..... and moody...... and wanna hav sumor raspberry V....... haizz...... gotta go to skul tomorrow eventhough i dont hav skul...... god i hate my life....... haizzz........

chaozzzz

FREAKIN HOLZ!!!

im FREE...... well..... im more BORED than ever...... i didnt realize how boring its gonna be afta pmr...... seriously..... now, all i do is go on9, sms,read story books...... listen to music...... watch loadsa tv...... at least from next week ill be fully occupied wif karate,dance and tennis..... heres the info..... mon=karate, tue=notin, wed=karate+tuition, thur=karate, fri=dance, sat=tennis, sun=karate..... =P=D.... hehehehe.......

didnt go to skul today..... stayed at home, painted my nails black and put henna on my hand.... it looks more like a tatoo.... =D mom said it was beautiful, dad thought it was a sticker.... hahahahaha..... pa's goin sumwhere[overseas]for a hol tomorrow morn..... wif 2 other frenz.... YAY WE CAN PARTAY!!! =P can use both his credit cards to shop until i LITERALLY DROP!! =P..... hehe.... thought of goin out wif ram.... I SOO WANNA GO TO TIMES SQUARE!!! hehehe....

k i gtg.... ill write a lil later..... chaozzzz

wat a freakn week

im seriously startin to hate skul..... and home.... its juz sooooo damnnnn boring!!!..... i seriously wish my mom wud juz giv in and let us go to wms....... haiz....... newayz..... talked to pn. kalai and she said that i am DEFINITELY gonna be debatng next yr.... haizzz..... the 1st speaker is no biggie but the 'gelabahing' is wat im worried bout...... ahhh... juz eff it laaa

i finally went 4 karate on sun..... i didnt realize how much i missed....... haizz... was supposed to go yesterday too... but i wasnt feelin dat well so i juz stayed at home...... will go tomorrow...... am also gonna call pala's and ask wat timez the add-mathz class tomorrow... i seriously wanna go..... better studyin than sittin at home doin notin......

went to skul today...... didnt wanna go coz i still didnt hav my voice...... had to go coz i had to settle my damn koko book........ hate koko....... love tennis+karate+odissi+watev else... =P.... and when i entered the class and realized that jamie,purni and irene werent there...... then only did i realize that i had no one to disturb..... i was independent..... and most important...... i was alone......[oh so poetic all of a sudden =S]

so...... here is what i did...... i read and read[vampire diaries =D]..... then i went on a hunt[lookin 4 certain teacherz]....... then i decided to write poems........ i gave it to a few of my frenz.... and they said it was damn scary.... hehe.... i thought of submitting it for the school mag next yr.... =D

goin for a camp on the 15th on nov[one freakin week]
goin to bali in dec[one week of PICTURE PERFECT SCENERY!!] hehe...
CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
then..... my results.....
im gonna die...... haiz.......

tragedy.........

today was a total tragedy....... im so stupid....... its a kind of stupidness that cant even be explained........ i cant believe i didnt call to let her noe....... but i did call her.... and i didnt tell purn dat my fon was actually gonna die..... i tink coz i accidently left de bluetooth on........ i called oni at the end......

she didnt yell.... she was scared..... i cant believe im dat stupid........ DAMN IM STUPID,UGLAY,FATASS...... haizz....... i need to loose weight... am not havin dinner.......

was supposed to go to petaling street 2molo...... cant go..... coz of today

got scolding for usin all my money(well not all exactly juz a half) but its MY MONEY... not PAPA's......

FED UP OF LIFE..... IM NOT GONNA HV DINNER AND BREAKFAST TOMORROW....... IM GONNA LIE ON THE FLOOR IN THE HALL AND READ MY BOOK!!!...........

LIFE SUCKS.........

HATE MONEY

LOVE BOOKS

LOVE CAMERA

HATE PHONE

LOVE MUSIC

i am a total ass

i shouldnt hav sent that message.... i wasnt meant for that particular person..... now i dont tink dat particular person will even THINK of talking to me..... EVER!!.... damn.... what hav i done..... its all her fault..... she screwed everytin up!!! i cant wait to KILL HER!!!..... i miss talkin.... i miss disturbing.... i miss smsing..... ERGHHHH...... MUST KILL!!!

tomorrow is divali.... i dont freakin care coz she screwed up my life...... and now dat particular person is nt talkin to me....... MUST KILL!!!.....

i hate myself
i wanna stay at home all day and juz listen to songs while crying
i dont wanna go anywhere
i wanna shop though
i wanna get a tatoo
i hate myself
oopz already said that.....
damn i cant even LAUGH!!!!...... shyte.....

fuccant..... this word may sound elegant when said but it has an awful meaning behind it....... say it to anyone whom u tink deserves to hear it...... anyone at all........

i cant erase those words out of my freakin brain!!!......shyte.........

VAMPIRES RULE!!!!
i tink i may end up goin to cbn....... haizzzzz.......

tried to talk to *** bout the whole issue(cbn or not) and she juz whined and said 'why... AYO.... up to you laa'...... i mean..... SHE IS THE ONE THAT TOLD ME TO TALK TO HER BOUT WHATS GOIN ON IN MY HEAD..... AND HERE I AM TRYIN TO GET SUM ADVICE...... AND SHE JUZ SHUTS UP!!!
such a hypocrite..........

I SOOOOOOO WANNA KILLL PPL NOW.... I WISH I HAD FANGS!!!

watta -tuuut-

have been kinda bored these past few weeks... yesterday reli rawked... bought loadsa chocolates..... went to aunty amarjit's hse.... SO MANY PRETTY STATUES....... i was literally goin CRAZY!!! hahaha.... the bedrooms were so colour coordinated... my new room is gonna be black,white,purple and emo pink.....(didnt hav the right pink so i had to put that light purple instead of pink hehehehehe...=P)..... =D hehehehe....

YAY!!! i finally edited my new pix 4rm my camera..... plz ppl go check them out at........
http://www.flickr.com/photos/patheticlilgurl/

comment on them.... tease them.... do wateva u like.... but DONT 'curi' them kay!! hehe

newayz..... did i mention dat i PIERCED MY EAR?? AGAIN? ngehehehe.. =P am tinkin of piercing AGAIN on ma right ear... hehehehe... =P

room is a mess!!am lazy to clean it up... =P
gotta start designing ma new room
gotta start workin on that ikea look-a-like ting
gotta stop eating
cant believe coach said i looked a tad bit thinner????? =O couldnt believe ma ears... i thought he was going blind.... =S
gotta eat blueberry chocolate!!! hehehehehe... =P

k i gtg chaozzz

yeaaaa

hahaha.... ur actually rite kerri..... it was REALLY messy.... oh well.... =P and thanx 4 addin them..... =D hehe....

OMGOMGOMG IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

well for the time being at least..... i noe dat im soooo gonna SUFFER next year.... at least i hav 2 and a half months to enjoy... wipeee.....=D

at last im able to go out... well... not exactly but technicly... =P i still need to go to the pavilion,1u,times square and the curve..... so far ive only gone to mid valley and klcc...... ive come to a conclusion that klcc reli sucks...... mid valley reli rox..... i already know that the pavilion,the curve and 1u rock...... hehe... =P

IM SO DAMN FREAKIN BORED...... hehe... all i do is read and read and watch tv and play guitar hero.... (ive been wanting to play it since the beginning of the year but i forbid myself from playin it so now i can play all i want) hehehehehe.......

thank dear god for enabling me to cum on9..... ive been seriously WANTING to cum on9 since last freakn week but de damn ting refused to cum on......

WE'RE SHIFTING!!!! IVE SKETCHED MY ROOM IN!!! IVE GOT AN IKEA LIST!!!! YAY!!! but boo hoo coz i dunno whether i outta transfer to cbn or not..... unc steven has been askin pa to ask me to transfer..... haiz...... i noe i reli hate my current skul... but ill be a prefect next yr and im guarenteed to be in the debating team next yr coz our skul lacks of bumiputra speakers and farah may not be in our skul...... or will she??? hhmmm..... newayz...... pn kalai already said that ill be in it nxt yr.... SHE EVEN TOLD THE FREAKIN HEADMISTRESS FOR GODS SAKE........ why cant she keep her mouth shut...... haizzz..... newayz.......

i gtg.... wanna go read ma buk....... SECONDHAND SERENADE SO TOTALLY RAWKZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUNNO HOW IM GONNA LIVE WIFOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wakakakakakaka..... im so damn mad.... hehe... =P

chaozzzzzzzzzz~tasha~

:D

Hello. This is Kerri. I'm hacking into Ms.Tasha's bloggy. Why? Because i can... Woman, i edited some stuff in your profile and the links. I added Patsy's and Irene's links into it, re-linked my account and re-did the spacings :D I'm probably gonna tell you this via sms anyways but i wanted to post this for fun. Hahahah!

ByeBye.

my god wat a week... =]

WELL....... i didnt go to skul for 2 days... hehehe..... on thurs and fri... i stayed at home on thurs coz i was kinda sick.... but i simply couldnt take it on fri so i juz decided to skip and study at home.... =P and i did study actually.... =] i did loads of history, finished my geography paper[sri puteri] and did some science.. well when i say 'did' i mean read..... i juz realized that ill b able to answer my q's easy peasy if i juz READ.... its kinda weird coz i can read science and NOT history... hehe....

well...... am goin 4 that perijaya seminar tomorrow.... haizz... am gonna miss karate..... I NEED TO SEE KERRI!! SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF SOME RAW GOSSIP......... =P am so damn mad.... =P...... will b pickin asyirah and naeimah and then we'll be off...... the main seminar[tomorrow] will is bein held in this god forsaken place in stadium merdeka.... haizz.......

im seriously fed up wif pa......... he has ABSOLUTELY NOTIN TO DO WIF HIMSELF...... hes startin to get on my nerves......... he complains when im a little sarcastic while talkin to him....... but now look whos talking!!! what a hypoc...... i noe its kinda harsh sayn those kinda tings bout ur pa.... but wif the way hes been acting lately........ i tink he seriously deserves it...... haiz...........

LYFE SUXXX.......
KILL ME WONT YA DARL.......
[am so high on i-dunno-what =P]
k gtg chaozzzzz

OMGOMGOMG

OMG..... YAY!!! IVE GOT A CAMERA!!! A NEW KEYBOARD!! AND IM GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE!!! only 1 more month..... 1 MORE FREAKIN MONTH..... ras came on mon and EVEN HE WAS FREAKIN OUT.... YOU SHOULD HAV SEEN HIM...... when i walked into the dining he said ' hi tasha...welcome to torture ' or sumtin like that to me.... and i was lyke..... okayyy...... =P

IM SOOOO GONNA DIE..... ONLY 1 MORE MONTHHHHHH!!!! ='[

history suxxxx

tg. zaiman suxxxxx[he is such a sore looser.... he doesnt noe how to teach.....seriously.... he only cares bout his hair..... and his 'SO CALLED' oh-so-handsome face of his..]

I WANNA TAT

IVE GOT MY FREAKIN CAMERAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted the canon photography one.... the one like the DIGITAL SLR...... but it was too huge.... and if i wanted to enter the skul photography club, ill hav probz wif the huge one.... so i took the latest CANON DIGITAL IXUS 801S........ hehehe........and GOD does it RAWKKK.........

haizz...... i love pasar malamz........ was walkin in one dat day and saw a few of ma frenz....... i actually felt alone.....and free.....and independent........and..... watev laa........ =P

k i gtg........chaozzzzzz

damn my stupid pc...... =S

haizz.....sorry.... i couldnt continue bloggin at home coz 1)was toooo damn busy and 2) when i wanted to continue i couldnt on my pc coz of some oh-so-crappy stuff...... haizz..... hate my stufF[except my phone... I LOVE YOU..... hehe...... AND MY SOON TO BE CAMERA... YAY!!!(jumping up and down like a freakin chimp =P)]
haiz...... ONLY 1 FREAKIN MONTH LEFT..... IM SO FREAKIN DEAD!!! gregory'z[my cuz] bro[galvin/11(also my cuz OBVIOUSLY =S)] is so freakin fun!! haha...... cant say anytin bout greg coz we rarely talk.....
i miss S..... =[ ..... called dat day and talked for bout a few minz........ HE SO TOTALLY ROXXX...... =]
we['we' indicating my mom,cuz,bro and me] were supposed to meet aunty amarjit,shereen[SHE ROX TOO] hahaxx..... and ofcoz ma'z pet student[as she calls him that.. hahaha......] but in the end they couldnt make it...... sumtin to do wif family..... haizz.... to tell u the truth.... i kinda miss hanging out wif them coz its so nice to see ma have a gud time.... and plus we hav fun too!!! hahaha.... since we were already at the pav, we decided to mooch about...... i bought sumtin 4rm girlz and teddy tales...... had not enough of money to go to F.O.S. and EXTREME....... haizzz...... but as soon as ma came, she said i could buy that jeanz 4rm there..... =o WAS SO DAMN HAPI... haha... but by the time we bought the freakin ice-creamz it was too freakin late....... =P
skul sux as freakin usual...... BUT OUR GROUP ROXX..... its now like were a group which consist of purnema,jamie,naeimah,irene and me.... =D hahaha....... but me and purnema are SO TOTALLY EMOROXIC.... HEHEHEHE.......
SHES LUCKY SHES ALIVE......... she actually wasnt gonna come to the party.... but thank god i called and haunted her until she came..... hahaha...... I WAS DRENCHED IN WATER I TELL YOU... LITERALLY SOAKING!!!>....... and i didnt noe that my the colour 4rm my jeanz could run and so my poor white bag had stains everywhere....... but THANK GOD FOR WASHING MACHINES..... =P........ and not to mention DRYERS....... hehe.........
=[ kakak wont b here redi....... she shifted on sun....... but shell definitely be here around the weekends.... ok i gtg now....... momz home.... =O =S...... k CHAOZZZ

school.........haizzzz.......

haiz...... am so damn tired laa....... slept at freakin 1.25!!!!!!!!!hehe... dont bother askin why...... am at skul now....... am bloggin at skul!!! hehe.... thank god the prefects on duty are all our juniors so they wont DARE say a single ting...... PLUS our teacher is wif us........ DAMN IT........ theres another class outside waitin........ =[ ok i guess i gtg....... ill definitely blog later tonite...... CHAOZZZZ....... me and purnz hav invented a new group........ EMOROXIC GURLZ!!!!!!!! AND WE SO TOTALLY ROCK!!!!!!!!! hehehehe........ CHAOZZZZ.....

hectic much??

damn.... these past few weeks...or should i say MONTHS hav been DAMN HECTIC..... haizzz.... AT FREAKIN LAST i get to blog... =P i forgot how addictive it can get.... =P newayz...

1)school
-hate examz.... seriously... my trialz SUCKED.... SERIOUSLY....
-LUV MA FRENZ..... the ones in my class that is.... PARTY ON THE 30TH!!! YAY!!! POOLSIDE!!! FUN!!! WATER!!! hehehehe.....

2)home
-dad wasnt here on my bday... no matter... i couldnt care less...seriously.....
-am startin to avoid pa.... afta what ive heard 4rm ma... i juz think that he is well..... haiz.. i better not say.....
-THEY BETTER NOT DIVORCE..... ma was thinkin of it... she even told pa that afta 5 yrs shes gonna leave!!! he said NOO.. but then he didnt change... haizz... no comments.....
-SO MANY CAKES... =P I CHOSE MY OWN CAKE!!! HEHEHE... SECRET RECIPY TIRAMISU... heheheh... I LOVED IT... =P and HAPPY BDAY AUNTY AMARJIT(my moms bez fren.. kinda like her BFF) hahaha...

3) karate
-havent been in a LONGGGG time... missed 3 CLASSES!!! =O which is equivalent to 2 WEEKS!!! omgomgomg...... haizzz.....
-i miss talkin to kerri bout utter crap laa... hahaha.... at least we gossiped on mon... =P RITE KERRI!!! hehehe... well it wasnt much... but at least we did... =P

4) tennis
-i miss tennis toooo
-theres this new girl 'Aishah' SHE IS SUCH A B****
-SHE FLIRTED WIF KEVIN[damn gud tennis player], AND NOT TO MENTION THE COACHES FOR GOODNESS SAKE....... juz coz shes a RICH,SPOILT,DADDYS-LITTLE-GIRL, WITH A PRIZE GIVING FACE.... haizzzz....
-irritated Divya... SHE ROCKZ... hahahaha.....we decided that we r BOTH SO UTTERLY AND TOTALLY FATT.. =P
-CHASED COACH SELVAM AND COACH 'i-forgot-his-name' hehehehe.....damn did it RAWK!!!

ive got LOADS more that i wanna say.. but unfortunately ive got tuition at 8AM tomorrow... YES.. 8 IN THE FREAKIN MORN... haizz... newayz..... CHAOZZZZZZ.....gon ban waa.....sayonara.....=]

hey.... missed blogging.....=P..... was so damn busy....... hate life..... hate skul..... hate home.....the usual...... hav been eatin and eatin and not gaining anytin.....so im gonna eat less and then i might.... juz might....LOOSE SUM WEIGHT!!! yay!! =D...hahaxx

saw ericca and shaunz...... shaunz is fairer..... they both gained weight......totally....... especially shaunzz..... but to me i was wayyy fatter than them...=[... hate me......

trouble at home..... all i can say is that......
dad....mom.......hse......food......petrol.....car......electricity....... water.......bed....pc........hp.........air-con....i dunno wat else.......

newayz..... what wud u do when ur good fren (i dont believe in best friends.... trust me its a saddening story.... no need to know what happened in the past) says ilu?...... i mean......... gud fren.........ilu........ damn awkward mann.......... havent been returning callz....... pretendng to bathe....... pretending to be ever so tired.... god i hate my life.......

decided to berzikir all of a sudden...... started to do it in the car......... told that particular good fren bout our plan(me,thulz and purnema) of killin ourselves.....

weve decided to stand on the tip of the chairs with a rope around out necks..... and then wed hav 1 gun each wif many bullets...... then wed stand on the tip of those chairs us facing each other...... then wed shoot each other and at the same time wed fall off the chairs cos wed be standing on the very edge..... good idea eh??........

seriously hate me,my life,my home,my family and pretty much everything.....(except my precious phone, gucci watch, my roxy shoes and my wardrobe........ I LOVE THE CLOTHES I BOUGHT MYSELF........ =D.........

am starting to like history coz ive discovered that i dont hav to read to know it...... =P reli like geography........ hope i get an a.......

gtg.....nitezz......

alkfjakfjafjakfj

being a probate is so damn tiring laa...... but its not that bad actually... but ive gotta be ready to get LOADS of yelling..... our seniors yell A LOTTT...... and some of them are real b**ches laa....... hate em........ =S.........

why......best fren..........tuition...........whyy..........letter.........whyyy........exam..........whyyyy........ ahh........

=P im guessin u ppl have no idea whatsoever of wat i juz meant.....hahax.....well... its for me to know and for u to (not) find out.....hahax =P

im metal.....ma,pa&mik are fire...... from the knowledge of ma and aunty amarjit...... they both ah.....really........ =P

im suddenly feelin like doin history in the middle of the freakin night........ and i mean 12 midnight laa....... no joke........ damn is it weird.......=S

nothin muchs up today..... went to skul...... drank only half a bottle of water throughout the whole etire day.... am dyin of thirst now...but cant be bothered to go down.....=P was so xtremely tired when i reached home....... did my bm and science exercise....and thats all..... was supposed to finish my lab report..... guess wat?? didnt do it...=P hahaxx..... ahh..... ill finish it tomorrow laa.... was too tired...... i only got to sleep for 30 mins...... damn was i tired coz i rarely.... i repeat........RARELY sleep in the afternoons...... especially at 530....... =P

was so damn angry wif mik....... wont tell why.........

ate like a pig........ damn am i fat....... i need to eat fruits....... IM GOIN ON A FRUIT/ANOREXIC DIET!!!.........

ppl cant believe dat im a probate.....(humiliating much??!!??!?!)

hate the....'ehemm'.... kinda f4 gurlz in my skul......they suck......to the freakin maxxx........

WHYYYYY COMPLICATING MUCH???

has your bestest best guy fren ever said that he likes you before??? trust me... its sooooo xtremely awkward........ haiz..... whyyy god......why...... =S ............at least ive discovered that i can act reli well......=P hahahaha..... but damn is it still really awkward........

damn internet isnt behaving itself...... been givin trouble whenever i wanna blog...... errrrggghhh.... thank god it listened to me when i shouted at it and its working now....=D =P......

kakaks gonna work!!!!!! startin tomorrow!!!!!

IM A FREAKIN PROBATIONARY PREFECT..... haha...... actually it isnt all that bad....=P since i dont shout at any1 hahahaha..... not used to it......so i try to tell them nicely......and guess wat??? THEY ACTUALLY LISTEN........ hahahaha...... its kind of a miracle coz the girls in my skul NEVER listen to any of the probates...... mayb they listened to me coz im such a scaredey cat who's such a nerd....

saturday was our repost card day..... TEACHER SAID SHE REALLY WANTS TO SEE MY PARENTS........ i was like...... OMG WHAT IN THIS FREAKIN WORLD DID I FREAKIN DO??? (well.....everything....=P) but still..... was seriously scared...... and teacher told me to come into class when my parents or in my case, my dad and bro arrived coz i was on duty (T[tanjung] block)........ pa and mik came at bout 1030 am........ my heart was beating out of my chest....... beating at a rate of about 2000 times per minute!!! damn was i scared......... then when it was our turn, teacher juz said things bout my history and religious studies..... i call its rs...... my frenz call it agama and sumtmz rs...... she said that my behaviour and the rest of my subjects were perfect!!! (clearly she was crapping) MDM NAFISAH DIDNT COMPLAIN!!! was damn scared dat she would complain juz coz i didnt pass my book up for only 1 freakin time!!! PEI XU ACTUALLY CRIED!!!!! she is such a hyprocrite...... as the malay sayin goes 'bertalam dua muka' after the meeting, she was so happily walking while holdin her sises hand(hate to see her wif her sis.... its like as though they are lesbians!!! =S)

newayz...... i tink i pulled my right bisep....... damn does it hurt...... thank god i didnt pull it etirely...... otherwise i wont be able to blog for weeks!!! its addictive mind you!!.....=P

PICTURES GALORE!!!

DAMN AM I IN LOVE WITH TAKING PICTURES!!!! whyyyyy...... tell me.... is it a disease??? coz i tink its kinda contageous.....=P its like when we pass by sumtin so damn cool in the car i HAVE to take a pic....especially is its got to deal wif buildings and plants....... haizzz.....whyyy....... I WANT MY 'W' SERIES!!!!!! PAAA!!!!!!!! hahahaxxx.......

karate ROCKS!!!! sum of the younger ones call me MASTER!!!! damn is that weird and at the same time proudenning.......hahahax......

skul sucks...... as usual........ am tinkin bout bcumin a prefect......coz ill oni hav to be a probational for 3 months....... =D purni had to be a probational for 6 months!!! hehehe.....and theyre in demand for muslim prefects as there is oni 1 miserable muslim prefect in the whole of form 3..... sadenning eh!?!?!...... hahax......and plus i get to attend theyre gathering!!! hehehe..... cute guys....... numbers......=P......

ive decided...... IM BECOMIN A PREFECT...... my god....... me in a blue blazer..... damn do i look smart...hahax...........=P

am so tired.....

i actually slept at 11 yesterday!!! haha...... thank god the insomnia has seized.... it was goin on for roughly a freakin WEEK!!!.... newayz, the only reason i slept late all those days was coz i had tooo much of hw that was due..... and i still havent completed all of them!!! well....most has been finished and passed up but there are still some that are left......damn........

i hate my life.....

i actually wore a skirt to tennis!!!! unbelieveable??? BELIEVE IT!!!....=P actually, even i was suprised..... i was so fed up that i wore it and went.... ma kept sayin.... ' wear it laa... its not everyday that i see you buying a skirt you know.... PLEASEEEE....... ' so i wore the freakin ting......

skul sucks........

why am i so fat? coach selvam keeps callin me gunde katrika....... coach rama was so freakin mad at us today..... he said i looked nice in the freakin ting!!!(referng to the skirt) hah!!! =P aliya and divya couldnt believe their eyes when i walked onto the court wearing the freakin ting..... they were like.... ' oh my god!!! your wearing a skirt???' and i went ' yea..... mom laa.....wat to do..... '
and marisa said ' do you know that you t-shirt,skirt and shoes do not match at all? ' and i went ' yea..... i kinda realized that and decided that i dont care..... ' =P

fathers day....tomorrow.......curve..........makan..........the apartment..........SHOPPING.......mama.........money........me........broke......=P........MY PHONE HAS ITS VERY OWN TEDDY!!!......=] =P im so damn mad today......mayb its the lack of sleep......or mayb the excess work and pressure my brain in eduring.......=P

SLEEEEEPPP!!!!

GOD AM I SLEEPY!!!......but the weird thing is that whever i close my eyes, I CANT SEEM TO FALL ASLEEP!!!...... whyy....... i tink its because i slept at 12.30am on sunday and at 2.30am on monday...... i tink ill go to sleep now......=P insomnia much???!!??

haiz......school......... as usual.....it totally sucks...... at last ive finished my geo project...... actually, i kinda finished it in only 2 days!!! yea......suprising....aint it??........ but the damn prob is that the damn printer isnt working......shit mann......haiz.......anywayz......

notin much to talk about though..... juz that prakash keeps sending me messages...... im not replyin any of them...... i told him....' i dont tink i should be in a relationship now....' what i actually ment was that I DONT LIKE YOU.....BUGGER OFF....... but he replied......... ' its ok.... i just wanted to see howd u react...... we can take it slow......'

GODDD.....DOESNT HE UNDERSTAND...... thats why im givin him the cold shoulder......mayb hed get the message...... the ACTUAL message........coz im gettng really annoyed with him frankly.........

newayz........ i gtg......... gotta keep my damn life goin!!!.........=P

damn long

its 1.29!!! god is it late......
was talking to kerri for abt 24 mins and 47 seconds!!! god is that long oso.....=P we were talkin bout absolutely NOTIN!!!!....... she was terrorised that i was talkin to her...... wif no t-shirt on......hehehehe....... and she keeps forgetting what she says laa.....OMG SHES GOT SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS...... hahahaha....... she said its fun to write bout me....... oh well..... what am i to say....... im such a fun person wat........=P perasan la i....hehe.......

AND GUESS WATTT!!!!!!! WERE GOIN TO MID VALLEY!!!! OMG.......AND THE TERROR TING IS DAT MAMA ACTUALLY LET ME!!!!!!!!! damn am i happy........ we were deciding on a time...... shantinii is de one that brought it up and she told us that shes fine wif watever time....=P hahaha........ so we decided 12......=]

after we talked....we continued chattin...=D we still are!!! haha...... omg!!! shes havin an asthma attack!!..... she says dat i love her dearly.....haha...... then i she said sumtin bout dyin.....

i said.....
dont laa die!
i need sum1 sane to talk to....
oh ya!
i 4gt
UR NOT SANE EITHER

kerissa
haha
yaya
ok, i shall live live for you

me
haha
yay!
(in a kampungish way)

hahahaha.......damn funny laa........ she is tryin to get kish to come..... but he doesnt hav kredit.......pity her laa......=P
vesh keeps pesterin me to meet him.....so i invited him....... i got mad coz of.......reasons.....=P and then he said he doesnt wanna come redi...... was sad......=[ really...... but actually he wasnt mad at me....=P am still tryin to persuade him into re-comin.....haiz......life is so complicated la.....

were stil talking!!! its 1.50.....my god...... i didnt noe she had asthma...... thank god i dont hav it....... it seems so troublesome.......

ITS 2.00!!!! WERE GOIN TOMORROW!!! WE ARE SOOO GONNA ROCK OTHER PPLZ WORLD!!! hehe...... AND HER NEW NICK NAME IS AUNTY KERRI!!! COZ HER NEPHEW IS SO CUTE!!!.....hahax........

talking bout pavi.......she wants him so bad....... and i tink he wants her too......=D......... DAMN.....HIS EYELASHES ARE SOOOO LONG..... so pretty laa.......
hahax.......=P

then i asked her to describe me in 3 words...... diff words.....and tell me truthfully 4rm the bottom of her heart what she thought of me.......she said im............
helpfull, _______(a word for a person that cheers you up) & lively
awww.....so sweet......haha.....and i said that she was...well.....kinda like how she discribed me..... and also fun and dat she doesnt judge a person by their cover......then she was like....'awwww' hahahahaha.......=P

wheee.....

night B4:
slept at 2....insomnia.....
morn:
woke up at 6.45.....do the math and see how many hours of sleep i got......went 4 raj's at freakin 8!!!...... reached at Bout 815..... had absolutely no place to sit..... did history.... finished at 10.00 sharp......kavi's dad thought we finished at 10.30.....the raj's had 2 go sumwhere..... we were standin outside then oh-so-empty+lonely hse...... took pics.......dad came at 10.45...... i tink....... reached home at 11.00....... didnt do a single shit..... lumbated infront of the tv till kakak came and soon after dat ma came.....
afternoon:
went out to collect ma's laptop........ then went to the mall(kepong)......had lunch at secret recipy's(celebrating kakak getting a place at the assunta hospital [clinical dietition])..... she was so happy.... stuffed face.....well not me...... my bro did....=P...... went shoppin!!! ma bought 2 pants and a shirt...... kakak got 3 shirts.......mik got 2 t-shirts......me only one miserable shorts...... but its quite cute actually..=P im so madd.........
evening:
pala's.......pm...... hotter than pr laa....... whyyyyy........ was late for english........ swapped places wif nancy(yea dats her name)........ gossiped wif thulz...... then it all went badddd...... teacher forced us to swap places with one guy on the onther end of the room...... i was sittin wif....... i dunno his name.... behind me......(me smirking) khumenan a.k.a. germ-men....... he is so disgusting in a polite way that doesnt irritate girls but damn does it irritate me coz i understand EXACTLY what he has in that oh-so-smart little(well he is smart and i tink he has a HUGE head) of his and i know EXACTLY what he has on that damn it PDA of his....... pity nancy.....poor thing...... i wont tell u why......=P........
night:
was stuck in a MAJOR jam coz ppl were fillin their tanks.......PRICE OF FUEL WILL B INCREASED AT 12AM FROM 1.92c TO 2.70c..........damn is that a lot....... bought buns......ate at home..... had dark chocolate........ its bitter yet tasty......and good for the heart!!! =P......watched gossip girl.......... came up....... and here i am.........

another boring ol' day in my pathetic life...

well..... today was a 'stay home and so-call-study' day.... well... i did study.... i did geography and also history..... actually i realized that i kind of prefer doin history questions than reading the oh-so-boring text book..... and ill definitely be studyin and as well as learnin 4rm my mistakes which is kind of a benifit judging 4rm what i got for my diagnostic exams about 2 weeks ago..... which i assure you...... was TOTAL CRAP...... i mean....... a FREAKIN 40% IS SO EXTREMELY ABSURD!!!! ive never.... i repeat....NEVER EVER IN MY PAST LIFE(if i had one) AND MY CURRENT LIFE HAV I EVER GOTTEN A 40% AVERAGE FOR ANYTHING (except religous studies..=P) the least ive EVER gotten for history is a 59% average..... which is a FREAKIN C........ AND NOW ITS A D...... ah..... whatever......... lets leave things in the past and move on......

pr......hottt........ short......... hahaha......... talked yesterday.....on msn ofcoz...... will never hav the guts to call....... but would actually hav the guts to go out for a movie and with other friends....... =P......asked me if i would like to go for a movie..... asked ma....... ofcoz she said no...... she quoted 'i think its unorthodox for you to go out at this age....... you are still after all only 15..... actually not even 15 yet..... your still a small girl...... ' i just walked away without sayin anything if i did i would hav literally SHOUTED at her..... saying..... ' MA!!!! YOU HAV TO BEAR IT IN MIND THAT IM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL......... I MAY BE YOUNG AGE WISE BUT IM THE TOTAL OPPOSITE CHARACTER AND ACTIONS WISE.....' thank god for me running away.....then asked if it would be okay if my bro tagged along to...... i re-asked her........ and ofcoz...... nothing other than a BIG FAT EFFING NO!!!!!! errrrrghhhh....... ERGGGGHHHH....... damn........ im so damn it pissed that i dont even know that im pissed........ hahaha....... im guesing you guys didnt understand what i juz said didnt u...... hahax....=P

anywayz...... yesterday i made pizza....... and i put loads of olive oil on the tray so that it wont stick.... and guess what!!! pa said it was nicer than the domino's we ordered for lunch!!!! OMG....... hahahaha...... then ma said pa and i can open a shop together...... ill make the pizza& lasagna and pa will bake bread and muffins!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA...... hahahahahaha.......

then he asked me what i wanna be after f5...... i said i had absolutely no idea what-so-ever........ then he kept pestering me...... and i gave him the look and he told me why he was aking me that particular question.......and the reason was coz if i wanna further my studies its gonna cost him........ OFCOZ ITS GONNA COST LOADS........ coz notin is free in this utterly cruel world........ actually the only thing that rocks is music!!! hahahahahaha...=P........

ma is hogging my pc........... erghhhhhhhhhhh......... am so damn pissed rite now........ i could stab a goat!!!!!!....... okay that would be too cruel.......... mayb ill stab my pillow....=D...... hahax......=P.....

undying boredom.....

omg.....these holz SUCK......seriously........ all i do is go to tuition...... eat...... go out for food...... run up and down my whole house for 20 minutes(exercise...supposedly)....... watch tv.......read my history book......my science book....... well.....thats actually about it!!!.......my god........

tuition is so boring....thulz rarely comes for class...... i only talk to 2 boys Ram and Bhav...... and the girls are sooooooo........ haiz........ no comments laa........

Jenn has gone MADDD..... she says she likes 'ehemm' but she actualy doesnt....she says shes just trying to irritate kanisha but actually its bugging me!!! haiz....whyyy.......told Ram and he was like..... ayooooo...... u guys are soooooo madd laa...... and we both(i and Jenn that is) were grinning ever so widely....hehehe.....

Ali is afraid of dogs!!! hahahaha...... i really teased him today which i never EVER do...... and he didnt say i thing!!! hahahaha.....hes so bullyable....

went for nite tuition(bm) today...... was actually ok...... Kash was sooooo dammit irritatin and loud..... teased Jay.K........ hehehe..... kept sayin 'uuuu Yivonne..... ur gf rite???' and he juz smile and show his dimples.....hahaha..... and he kept asking me howd i find out and i kept sayin ' your sis..... who else would tell me?......not this donkey[ me refering to Kash]..... we rarely talk.....well..... she talks a whole load..... im the one dat wont talk.....but me and your sis? nononono....... we talk.......LOADS........ too much even.......' and he laughed .......everyone did......

my bro is soooo high......he juz came bak 4rm his camp[from tue till fri]....... it was like as though he was floating in outer space.....!!!!!....... it was so weird.....then during dinner i think he got to grumpy an started to get angry with me for absolutely nothing!!!..... he is so mad....... oh ya!!! it runs in the family!!!..... i think it came from my moms side........ hhmm...... my bros and my deafness.....hhm....... my dads side i think....... hahahahax...lolz......

tired as hell......

omg today was such a troublesome and tiresom day!!! haizzz...... it all began with tennis....... we trained under tha blazing hot sun.. but to tell you the truth it wasnt as bad as it seems... it was actually kinda refreshing.......believe it or not...... after that we went tto buy things and farahs bday prezzie...... there, kakak actually got the guts to repierce her ears....!!!! and the stupid lay didnt put enough arosel to make her ear numb...... haiz...... watev..... wats one ws one.....then after shopping we came back and rushed home to fin our karate gees..... once they were ironed.. we went to receive our black belt certs....... it was kind of a big event..... i chaoed at roughly 645.... we were in a dammit jam....in our taman....for abt 15 minutes...... haiz......reached home at bout 705..... and i actually to only 5 minutes to choose my outfit and change and put some somemore eyeliner on!!!!!! even i was amazed..... pestered papa to get out of the toilet........ left at 710 for farahs bday..... damn....... was xtremely late......and my frenz actually waited for me.... i felt so dammit guilty....... but wat was i to do.... i had to attend the cert ceremony........ i couldnt not attend it........haiz.....newayz......took TONNES of pics........ lazy to show u guys though......im so dammit tired...... im actually sleeping while i type......... hahahaha......... ok nitez!!!

purple fingers and fluoricent greenish yellow toes

haizzz..... today was well....... ok...... i guess....... i painted my nails purple!!!! yup!!! theyve alwayz been either black or brown....now theyre dark purple!!!! i sooo love them.....=P and my toes are such a bizarre colour...... fluoricent greenish yellow!!! wat a disasterous combination.....no wonder my friends are becoming madder by the minute!! its called ' pengaruh rakan sebaya'....... or friend influence.......=D hahaha......

haiz...... im declaring myself on house arrest for the whole of these 2 weeks of holz....... i seriously need to start getting more serious........ i know im slacking most of the time but ive seen such a drastic improvement with such minor effort put into my studies....imagine how good ill be if i plunge myself into my work........ ill become a genious!!! (in my freakin dreams)..... but ill never be a ' hot nerd who kicks butt' coz i dont exactly kick so much butt....... i bully more.......=P and i am NOT hot........ TOTALLY not...... and a nerd??? well...... im the total opposite of the phrase ' hot nerd who kicks butt' unfortunately...... wouldnt it be fun if i was in fact an actual ' hot nerd who kicks butt'??? everyone will be going 'uuuuuu......ahhhh.......' hahahaha.....=P

I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!!!! =P i couldnt bare the thought of sitting in a totally crampped up place with no shade what-so-ever and my head covered with a piece of cloth that not only is unnessesary but so utterly HOTTT!!! seriously..... i feel like im a boilt vegetable with no more life in me when im wearing it while standing under the gloriously hot and blazing sun......... why cant it be like scotland here? chilly all the time even when theres sun or without...... haiz....... Malaysia........

Lenita(girl from school who so happens to be going to the same tuition as i am) said that my nails ROCK and that my bro looks like a GIRL!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomg.........HAHAHAHAHAHAH.......THANK YOU LENI!!! hahahahaha......... mik was so angry,upset and ambarassed all at the same time!!! hahaha......and guess what??? hell be camping at his school from tue to fri!!! 1) PR..... damn hottt....... haizzz..... 2) NO DISTURBANCE........ 3) PR......oh i already mentioned that.......=P hehehe......... why does my bro HAVE to be in St. Johns??? why cant he be in Victoria or any other school for that matter??? why St. Johns..... WHYYY....... eerrrrr........... pr........hot........damn.........short........why......... i sure you guys hav absolutely no idea whatsoever about what im sayin........ hahahaha......=P

tired!!! lying on the couch!!! =P

mann..... today was like....woah.......got up at 9.... kinda early since i slept at well....3....=P went downstairs and read my book...... its actually called 'spells and sleeping bags'.... and it ROCKED LIKE HELL!!!.... oh i soooo wish i could be a witch.....but unfortunately..... i dont think they're real...... (no offence to those who really ARE witches or wizards...=P)then i asked ma.....

me: maa..... you know that we... and i mean all of us.... arent allowed out this coming holz rite?....
maa: u sure ull be able to keep it up?
me: ok ok.... i know i cant..... but you get the picture rite?
maa: ya....why?
me: well.... thats why i have been pestering you bout the movie thingy..... im trying to avoid going there these holz.......
maa: aya.....please laa....... ok why dont you just take one afternoon off and watch the movie with us?
me: (feeling so damn pissed) aaa......(thinking to myself..... saying......' i am NOT gonna see Narnia.....')

then i continue reading......then...... i decide to cook lunch...... i chop and stir-fry and boil and taste and bake for about 2 hours...... and finally....i finish........making.......... tententen........ lasagna!!! hahahaha......(dunno if i spelt it correctly.....erghhhh....i hate spelling things...... im uber bad at it)then.......i eat my own cooking all day........ i feel like a bloated fattass with a witchy-oh-so-many-warts-on-the-face....face........ I HATE MYSELF!!!....... dinner....... ate the leftover of MY lasagna and b4 that we went to the 'pasar malam' coz paa thought the lasagna wont be enough...... i WORE MY SKIRT AGAIN!!! hahahaha..... the second most historic day of my entire life......=P ate like a pig...... again....... then watched 'chuck' and 'house'.......damn....... house ROCKS.....so does chuck!!!.......=P

oh the pain.........

damn....my stomach HURTSSS...... went shopping yesterday........ bought many tings...=P....... havent gone shopping in a hell of a long time...... and today we went to bangsar then to bintang walk!!!!!! i seriously LOVE it there..... especially the atmosphere......and most of all......... PAVILION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn..... im in love wif dat place...... hahahaha..=P juz see wat keri has done wif my blog....haiz......... wat to do.... im soooo helpless...=P and i actually wore a skirt out today!!!!!! hahaha.... this is the first....... damn....should hav taken a pic.....=P and today was a seriously serious eating spree..... hahaha........ food here....food there.......FOOD EVERYWHERE...... lolz..... actually ive got notin much to say....coz im in deep pain...='[ boo hooo hoooo.......... i hate myself....... im too fat........ =[ ask coach selvam...he keeps callin me a gundu......and coach raj is STILL callin me gangster......... ERGHHHH...... whyyyyy........ tennis ROCKED yesterday..... but at the same time it didnt..... we had to train in the indoor courts.........=O......yup...... it was as HOT AS HELL........ LITERALLY..... i mean i was sweating buckets and buckets........ i even felt thinner!!! hahahaha.... but i noe that dat wont EVER HAPPEN....... not in a million years........ unfortunately......='[

Thank you!

Oh my gosh! My layout is so extremely nice! Teehee! I have the freaky jewish donkey to thank, Kerrissa!!
Ngehe!
This is Kerrissa....!
I'm sorry, i couldn't help not posting!
But this is great cause it's about me....!
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tuition.......

well..... our examz are over..... nothing great coz weve gotta start studyin...... haiz..... got my dammit sivics marks..... got a 83.... hehe..... im a person with very little morality and sivics......=P haha..... newayz...... today was salini's (or should i say.... sa-la-ni's) birthday..... she actually told the teachers that her bday is today..... it was like she was boasting.... it was so dispicable.....bleurghs.......

the 1st tuition was as usual.....dammit kash irritatin me(not as much as last time coz shes found a new victim....=D) the second one..... palas...... rocked but at the same time didnt.?......get it?..... dimptall was there.....='[ =]...... marked germs science paper....=S....damn his writin is big..... but damn is he clever.....whyyy...... im soooo gonna beat him at science..... if i dont im gonna KILL MYSELF...... and damn nancy for markin my last paper on nutrition wrongly..... im supposed to get the same marks as dimptall....... no fair..... sa-la-ni acted like a total wannabee b**** today.....bleurghs.....

im sooo damit fat...... whyyyy..... i wanna look like nancy!!..... this is wat we talked about today.... i said ' whyy nancy.....why do you hav to be so incredibly SLIM....(frowning face)...' she said.... ' do you know.... i actually wanna b a little fatter....but i just CANT....' then i say ' hey! ive got an idea!!..... why dont i get a liposuction surgery and then well use that fat for u!!....?' ....we stare at each other and then laugh simultaniously....... hahahaha......damn was that funny........

EXAMZZZZ.......

im soooo gonna fail my xamz dis time...... juz coz of my de most irritating subject everrrr....... ie: agama..... haizz.... and i got only a 78 for my geography.....=o.....=[....='[..... moms gonna kill...... plus she knows my geography teacher...... haizz...... imagine wats she gonna say bout my history marks.... i just know that im bound to get either a C...probably a D..... and if im lucky a B...... haizz..... ok im not gonna talk bout the PAST examz..... i gotta focus on the upcoming ones......... and all i can say is........ me...dead...burried....underground.....funeral........haizzz.....

kakak is here!!! hahahaha..... shes been stayin here for bout 1 week...... damn nice laa....but at the same time not....=P i gained kind of like a sis but lost my independence and alone-ness.... =P and i like my alone-ness......

mothers day.....was so dammit hectic(dunno if its spelt propperly =P)...... mornin..... karate.....till 1.05!!!.... lunch straight after...... came back.....watched tv...... too tired....slept off..... mom shouted....went up..... read book...... dinner....uncles mothers day bash (kononnye)....but the good part was that..... I HAD LOVELY FOOD ALL DAY.......hehe..... and drove uncle davids car!!! (in my dreams) but i did get into it and try....=D...=P....

whyy.....

haizzz..... im so dammit fed up of life laa..... i didnt even touch my science and not to mention my geography book..... was too lazy...... hehe..... wats new......

newayz.... i went for tennis today..... it RAWKED!!!....... coach selvam said he thinks theres something wrong with mik..... just cause he lost sooooooo much of weight..... well.... we all think he is just being a TAD bit little PARANOID.......then coach selvam looked at me and said ' You no need to go for the check up' and i said 'Yea i know.... i should be going on a diet' everyone laughed......

and coach 'men in black wearing a tennis outfit' said that hes scared of me....... why??? he says i walk like a freaking GANGSTER....... a freaking GANGSTER FOR GODS SAKE........ he is so totally INSANE...... i pity his girlfriend.... if he has one that is.....then..... he actually said papa also looked like a gangster.....he actually said 'ayo please dont tell your dad.... i dont want to be beaten up'........ i told him anyway....=P.....cause..... MY DAD AND I AREN'T FREAKING GANGSTERS.......thats why.......

we went shopping...... i was so dammit dissapointed..... i didnt get to show papa the camera i wanted........he is such a fast walker...... and i inherited that from him.....=P hihihi.......

and i juz watched 27 dresses..........for the 3rd time.......oh....make that the 4th time.......=P...... hihihihi......... and before we went to the pasar malam and bought FOOD....... thats when i ate like a total PIG.......... i soooo have to go on a diet....ok....... weekends im not..... i repeat.....NOT.......allowed to take ANY kinda carbs and not to mention any fattening food.......... and im also not allowed to have breakfast...... and a oh-so-light dinner.....hehehe......

goals.....
loose 2 kgs in 2 weeks........
to torture the tennis coaches........=P