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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

another boring ol' day in my pathetic life...

well..... today was a 'stay home and so-call-study' day.... well... i did study.... i did geography and also history..... actually i realized that i kind of prefer doin history questions than reading the oh-so-boring text book..... and ill definitely be studyin and as well as learnin 4rm my mistakes which is kind of a benifit judging 4rm what i got for my diagnostic exams about 2 weeks ago..... which i assure you...... was TOTAL CRAP...... i mean....... a FREAKIN 40% IS SO EXTREMELY ABSURD!!!! ive never.... i repeat....NEVER EVER IN MY PAST LIFE(if i had one) AND MY CURRENT LIFE HAV I EVER GOTTEN A 40% AVERAGE FOR ANYTHING (except religous studies..=P) the least ive EVER gotten for history is a 59% average..... which is a FREAKIN C........ AND NOW ITS A D...... ah..... whatever......... lets leave things in the past and move on......

pr......hottt........ short......... hahaha......... talked yesterday.....on msn ofcoz...... will never hav the guts to call....... but would actually hav the guts to go out for a movie and with other friends....... =P......asked me if i would like to go for a movie..... asked ma....... ofcoz she said no...... she quoted 'i think its unorthodox for you to go out at this age....... you are still after all only 15..... actually not even 15 yet..... your still a small girl...... ' i just walked away without sayin anything if i did i would hav literally SHOUTED at her..... saying..... ' MA!!!! YOU HAV TO BEAR IT IN MIND THAT IM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL......... I MAY BE YOUNG AGE WISE BUT IM THE TOTAL OPPOSITE CHARACTER AND ACTIONS WISE.....' thank god for me running away.....then asked if it would be okay if my bro tagged along to...... i re-asked her........ and ofcoz...... nothing other than a BIG FAT EFFING NO!!!!!! errrrrghhhh....... ERGGGGHHHH....... damn........ im so damn it pissed that i dont even know that im pissed........ hahaha....... im guesing you guys didnt understand what i juz said didnt u...... hahax....=P

anywayz...... yesterday i made pizza....... and i put loads of olive oil on the tray so that it wont stick.... and guess what!!! pa said it was nicer than the domino's we ordered for lunch!!!! OMG....... hahahaha...... then ma said pa and i can open a shop together...... ill make the pizza& lasagna and pa will bake bread and muffins!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA...... hahahahahaha.......

then he asked me what i wanna be after f5...... i said i had absolutely no idea what-so-ever........ then he kept pestering me...... and i gave him the look and he told me why he was aking me that particular question.......and the reason was coz if i wanna further my studies its gonna cost him........ OFCOZ ITS GONNA COST LOADS........ coz notin is free in this utterly cruel world........ actually the only thing that rocks is music!!! hahahahahaha...=P........

ma is hogging my pc........... erghhhhhhhhhhh......... am so damn pissed rite now........ i could stab a goat!!!!!!....... okay that would be too cruel.......... mayb ill stab my pillow....=D...... hahax......=P.....