i am a total ass

i shouldnt hav sent that message.... i wasnt meant for that particular person..... now i dont tink dat particular person will even THINK of talking to me..... EVER!!.... damn.... what hav i done..... its all her fault..... she screwed everytin up!!! i cant wait to KILL HER!!!..... i miss talkin.... i miss disturbing.... i miss smsing..... ERGHHHH...... MUST KILL!!!

tomorrow is divali.... i dont freakin care coz she screwed up my life...... and now dat particular person is nt talkin to me....... MUST KILL!!!.....

i hate myself
i wanna stay at home all day and juz listen to songs while crying
i dont wanna go anywhere
i wanna shop though
i wanna get a tatoo
i hate myself
oopz already said that.....
damn i cant even LAUGH!!!!...... shyte.....

fuccant..... this word may sound elegant when said but it has an awful meaning behind it....... say it to anyone whom u tink deserves to hear it...... anyone at all........

i cant erase those words out of my freakin brain!!!......shyte.........

VAMPIRES RULE!!!!
i tink i may end up goin to cbn....... haizzzzz.......

tried to talk to *** bout the whole issue(cbn or not) and she juz whined and said 'why... AYO.... up to you laa'...... i mean..... SHE IS THE ONE THAT TOLD ME TO TALK TO HER BOUT WHATS GOIN ON IN MY HEAD..... AND HERE I AM TRYIN TO GET SUM ADVICE...... AND SHE JUZ SHUTS UP!!!
such a hypocrite..........

I SOOOOOOO WANNA KILLL PPL NOW.... I WISH I HAD FANGS!!!