you

nothing to say
nothing to do
but all i want right now
is no one other than you

you seem so true
so clear cut and new
if only i knew
only then would i be able
to be with you

i cant describe this feeling
i cant put in on paper
i feel like falling
falling into a deep blunder

i've got no more words
i've got nothing to say
the only thing i can do
is beg for you to stay

why did you have to come back
why did you have to haunt me
it only reminds me of the times
when i felt really lonely

childishness is a sin
it may never fade away
you can never cure a broken heart of your cause of childishness
but god gives us opportunities to wash sins away

into the deep soul
thee seeks only for thou                                                  (trying to use thee,thy,thine,thou)
but only do thee find a desperate ghoul
who lurked beyond the grave of thou

i haven't finished this poem
there's much more to come
so please wait for just one day
for me to be done.

when i kiss you.... i feel your lips... thats all... no emotions.... but when i kissed the other..... i felt something.... i should have thought... i should have listened... i should be using my brain....i should be growing... i shouldnt be immature.... i shouldnt be a kid.... i have absolutely no idea wat to do next... which path to pick... which person to follow.... i have to teach you.... u know nothing.... u think maturely yet emmaturely.. i dont like it.... if you like him... youll change for me.... and we've gotta teach you how behave properly.... so disgusting.... you need a 101 on what i am... coz u donno how particular i actually am....

im so sad....

so emotional.....

you dont have to tell me that im bad.....

i know what ive done....

and this concludes.....

how i feel.....