I AM SCREWED.... OFFICIALLY

I AM OFFICIALLY GONNA BE SCREWED TOMORROW AFTERNOON....

sakthis told us that we had to go to the field tomorrow afternoon after skul at abt 1 pm..... i dunno wat to do.... im scared yet i know we will either clean the padang.... run.....ambarass ourselves or sumtin like dat.... chances are that she makes us run up and down the stairs of kesidang and also mayb sitting in d middle of d field and becoming 5 shades darker than we are now..... i dont mind actually.... as long as she isnt the reason i become sick again.... coz i cant bare havin such a bad throat.... it hurts.... and i wont be able to concentrate properly....

i screwed every paper..... im gonna start screwing myself soon.... haiz... im so damn dead.... haiz... i hate me....

i feel like a total silt...... i cant help it..... i feel like ive done something so entirely wrong and i cant help but feel so sorry and miserable bout it.... i know that we shouldnt dwell in our past but i just cant seem to get over dis damn thing....... dammit... haizzz

i love music..... music is my life..... music is a part of my soul.... i love you music!!!

im fed up of talkin..........ITS YOUR RIGHT... AS WELL AS MINE....

im seriously fed up of talking but i just cant get enough of it... i have gotta try to stop talking... haiz....

im so screwed.... i screwed the oath on monday... im gonna b screwed by miss malathy and not to mention pn. hew!!!!!!!! and tomorrow is her bday... HAPI BDAY PN HEW.... im sure all d teachrz hav seen my damn blog by now... i dont get why they wanna see our damn blogs... coz to tell u d truth.. all we do is crap bout our life... and if u find that interesting? be my guest....

if finally uploading all my pangkor pix... i hope u ppl like it.. =] view it on my fb la.... im not used to this new cam.. its a lil slow la... haiz... i want my alesia(pink cam) bak... DAMN YOU GREG.... UR SOOO GONNA GET IT EVENTHOUGH UR MY CUZ.....

i dunno wat ur prob is la.... ive tried asking you wat d prob is but u dont wanna answer.... i dunno wat to do.... you keep getting angry wif me and damn is it frustrating.... i dunno wats d prob.... u ask ppl to forget bout d past but ur still reminiscing in d damn past... its kinda hypocritical of you actually.... i know dat its ur fren.... i already told you... if u dont like wats happening.. just tell me and ill bugger out of everything.... ill just leave wats happening and let you lead ur life as it was in d past..... i cant help but remember bout wats going on eventhough they told me to forget bout the matter... but i still cant... coz ur my damn fren and i wanna know wats goin on in dat brain of urs... damn am i stubborn... i just cant shut up can i.... haiz.. kk... ill shuttap....

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here i go again... dat was 1 minute of shutting up... ill re-shuttap after i finish posting this post.... damn do i talk crap... i dunno how in the world im gonna debate... actually to tell you the truth, i dont tink im dat much of an OK debater... i mean... i can talk english.... but i cant stand up for myself and fight wif ppl... i can fight as in... street talking fight but not in a realllllllyyyy formal situation.... my vocab sucksss.... i cant talk in front of a croud.... i just stammer and forget my lines... im over gelabah.... i cant help it... i can sing quite nicely in front of a croud but i cant talk for shit.... haizzzzzzzzz

DIS DAMN BOARD THINGY IS SO DAMN FRUSTRATING... I HAVE GOTTA FINISH IT... BUT I CANT DO IT NOW COZ WE'RE HAVIN OUR DAMMIT EXAMS.... its ok i can do it on fri or next mon coz im free on mons till 4 and i can tell ma dat ill go straight to tuition from skul... easier....

READ MY BLOG LA IF U WANT...... i cant stop you.... i cant say no.... u have rights of your own... so read... but dont get offended or angry wif me... coz these feelings of mine only last for a little while coz everyone has bigger problems everyday...... so these minor feelings of mine which i write about in my blog are actually nonsense and they should be left alone and not to be brought up at skul or anywhere else for that matter...... coz its just here and now.... we're not at skul.... we're not in class.... we're just on this blogspot... and its our feelings... not yours.... now this is my right to say what i want.... please dont get offended.... i mean no harm..... thankyou for reading my weird blog... and im sorry if ive done anything or said anything that has hurt you... but please... just forget it.... to tell you the truth.... its nothing to get all worked up about....

examzzzz... ggggrrrrr

i feel so old at skul...... haiz... newayz.... im gonna screw this exam... but i know i can do better wif the next..... they threw it at us too early laa... i know dt we're supposed to b dammit ready and all but the truth is that WE ARENT READY..... i gotta start doing loads of papers and all... actually its all just doing questions... no use actually studying and stuff.... coz in the end u gotta know wat kinda questions will b comin out and if u read too much u wont be exposed to those questions and ull flunk d paper anyways.... haiz.... i hate life.....

awwww... cute tau! chickens and birds flew away when d cage was opened.... young kindergarte thug wif a gf and faught wif a small boy coz dat boy took d swing which was  beside d gf.... lol... awwwww hahahahahahaha...... so funny yet damn freakin cute... haha.... i shall be a good girl! =D azam baru.... and so far ive been going strong.. =]....

DAMN LA I GOTTA STUDY FOR AGAMA...... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz........again its all bout doin the damn questions... haiz....

YEAHHHH!!!! PARTAYYYY!!!! MUAHAHAHAAAA!!!!... lol...