let go...

i feel like writing songs.... tonnes of them... but the ting is... i dont hav that many words to say... i have feelings... but all those feelings are just locked up in my heart and they just cant seem to escape and they just cant be described....

i like you... i may even love you... but what do i know... i am just only 16... i dont really know the actual meaning of the word... i say it... i think i feel it too... but i am kinda scared to say it sometimes... im scared that i will hurt him if i say it too often... but seriously... dis guy rawkz... we like d same things... but i wonder if we hav d same character... i dunno whether he understands me... i duno whether i understand him... i sooo wanna understand him... but i know wat he wants.... i know partially wat he's like.... but still... its not enough.... i wanna know more... i wanna know wat he thinks.. how he thinks... everything... i dunno how to explain it... haiz... IM WEIRD ARENT I.... wtv la

freakin fed up of xamz.... damn freakin fed up u noe.... i cant bare it... i didnt study at all... juz cant be bothered.... decided to fail as many subs this term.. lolx.. weird rite... but i dont care... i know i can do it.. but i need 1 month... dis time i was sick 2 weeks b4 d xam.. how to study??? so i juz let it go... hehe...