PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY LOST SOUL

ive lost myself... i cant seem to write anymore poems..... im s damn devastated.... i miss writing poems... i so wanna write poems.... but somehow... now.... ive seemed to lost that special thing that makes me live... that thing that gives me life to write... to feel.. recently ive realized that i cant feel as much as i could before.... its like ive lost my life... the ablity to feel pain... to feel loved.... to... i dont know la.....

ive downloaded soooooo many internet stuff's for me to study from... hehehe.... im gonna do a crash course on my studies.... since ive been flunking almost every single thing....... lolx...

ive got absolutely nothing to say.... i dunno what to write.... i dunno wat to say!!!!!!!

ill juz go now i guess.... bye.....