hhmm.... new?

wheeeee.... i edited my blog.... it doesnt look that bad arr... not bad la i.. hahaha.... im gonna reach places!! you know why? coz im finally pulling all the courage i have from my damn brain out and doing sumtin wif it! lol...

i seriously cant wait for sat..... cant wait to see..... cant wait to feel... cant wait to hear.... cant wait to have fun teasing! lol.... but then again... i dunno if he'll come.... i am doubting it laa... but still... there is a lil hope rite....

i sooooo wanna take part in a photography competition... but im too young... and at the same time.... most of these kinda competitions require an entrance fee.... and i also wanna go for vocal trainin classes..... but the ting is, klpac doesnt hav any weekly classes.. they only have courses..... haizz.... i was actually also thinkin of taking acting classes.... actually to tell you the truth, ive alwayz wanted to act... and damn.... i act every single day... dont we all?

i miss talking to mia and enbah..... my momma and my sayang... lol....

ive made a conclusion that im actually one very artsy person.... im more artsy than most of my friends.... haizz..... sadness personified.... and at the same time i feel like im the weird one.... they are all so damn smart and im the damn gurl who cant be bothered to think of add maths.... but i wanna learn bio chem and phy... i actually like all three subz.... and i also loveeee poems and stuff with a high level of english.... i find them interestingly complicating and fascinating...... hahahaha....

i dont know how emo i am... and ive realized that im beginning to change... i wanna wear more black dresses and black heels now.... not your usual black pants and black tee... but i still love all my tee's.... but i want to wear more dresses... but the thing is,.... you can only get those reliiii hot dresses at forever 21... and i havent seen it anywhere except in 1U.... and we hardly go there nowadays... now we go to the curve more often..... haizz.. i miss 1U....

im debating wif my conscience on whether i should go to skul tomorrow.. haizz.. fed up of skul... juz wanna go lepak oni... mayb i can make a deal wif mik.... lol... =P

i SOOOO doubt so laa... it'll NEVAA happen... haizz.. newayz....
gonbanwaa.....