hav been dying of thirst lately..... so freakin thirsty laa.... too busy to drink h2o... huhuhuhuuu....

hate being who i am... i wanna change.... i wanna become a supergirl.... but the thing is..... i cant... however i try to change... whatever i try to do to make myself change... i cant.... haizzz.... and i dont know if any1 really wants me to change or anythin..... but i feel like as though they are fed up of dealing wif me....

plz watch bride wars..... its so freakin touching.... and meaningfull.....

i need to work.... i need to train.... i was re-beaten by that girl from labuan... i hate loosing..... i hate me.... i hate the fact that i could have done so much better..... i hate the fact that even master knew very well that i could have done so much better....i know that i could have made it through..... they arent that much better than i am.... its juz dat i need to work a lil bit more.... i need to put in more effort.....

i reli miss you..... havent received a single message from you in a long time... but i know that you would be reli buzy.... you're workin at klcc.... but i know that its only until june the 13th..... you will be in shah alam from then on.... =[ .... how am i gonna see you.... how am i gonna meet you.... i reli miss you.... i miss the times we used to sms every single day.... the times where we would meet almost every fortnight.... haizzz..... i sound so literaturish.... lol.....