friday

its friday night. i promised carrie that i would go with her to that party that she's been waiting for for what seems like an eternity. i stand in front of my waredrobe. i caant decide what to wear. i think i need to go into town this coming weekend. i need to go shopping and i also need to buy that book that i've been wanting badly. the book acually hit the top 10 list last month! i was actually suprised that i did. anyways, i finally settle on a tight grey cardigan along with my favourite jeans. as i put on a little lipgloss, i hear carrie honk her new ford. i still cant believe that her dad actually bought it for her. she's one lucky gurl.

as soon as i sit down, carrie begins to chatter away about her date with jason. it seems that he used to play baseball. to tell you the truth, i couldnt care less about jason. not after what happened in front of the house that day but i just shut my trap and nodd along with her anthusiasm. she must really like him. she's actually blushing! i've never seen her doin that. she continues chattering all the way to the party.

we reach claire's house. there are easily about 65 people laughing, chattering and some even kissing inside her house. once inside, carrie instantly spots nessa and walks over to her to talk about her date. i just mind my business. i felt rather parched. so i walk to the kitchen and manage to get a hold on a paper cup and i pour some fruit punch into it. as soon as i smell the so called 'fruit punch' i conclude that one of the guys had spiked it. i just cant be bothered to look for another cup and decide to just drink whats already in the cup up. suprisingly, i find it kind of nice! so i pour some more of the concoction into my cup and head towards the main hall which is literally FILLED with people. i start to feel a little callaustrophobic and start to run towards the backyard.

and there he was. standing right before my very eyes. i coudnt believe her was here. he didnt seem like the party kind of guy but still there he was. standing there with his earth brown sandy hair, and beautiful blue eyes. they had a weird sence of secutiry and mystery. it was very frustrating to deal with. being the coward which i am, i decide to just sit down somewhere and i spot a patch of fresh green grass by a huge pine tree.