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being a probate is so damn tiring laa...... but its not that bad actually... but ive gotta be ready to get LOADS of yelling..... our seniors yell A LOTTT...... and some of them are real b**ches laa....... hate em........ =S.........

why......best fren..........tuition...........whyy..........letter.........whyyy........exam..........whyyyy........ ahh........

=P im guessin u ppl have no idea whatsoever of wat i juz meant.....hahax.....well... its for me to know and for u to (not) find out.....hahax =P

im metal.....ma,pa&mik are fire...... from the knowledge of ma and aunty amarjit...... they both ah.....really........ =P

im suddenly feelin like doin history in the middle of the freakin night........ and i mean 12 midnight laa....... no joke........ damn is it weird.......=S

nothin muchs up today..... went to skul...... drank only half a bottle of water throughout the whole etire day.... am dyin of thirst now...but cant be bothered to go down.....=P was so xtremely tired when i reached home....... did my bm and science exercise....and thats all..... was supposed to finish my lab report..... guess wat?? didnt do it...=P hahaxx..... ahh..... ill finish it tomorrow laa.... was too tired...... i only got to sleep for 30 mins...... damn was i tired coz i rarely.... i repeat........RARELY sleep in the afternoons...... especially at 530....... =P

was so damn angry wif mik....... wont tell why.........

ate like a pig........ damn am i fat....... i need to eat fruits....... IM GOIN ON A FRUIT/ANOREXIC DIET!!!.........

ppl cant believe dat im a probate.....(humiliating much??!!??!?!)

hate the....'ehemm'.... kinda f4 gurlz in my skul......they suck......to the freakin maxxx........

WHYYYYY COMPLICATING MUCH???

has your bestest best guy fren ever said that he likes you before??? trust me... its sooooo xtremely awkward........ haiz..... whyyy god......why...... =S ............at least ive discovered that i can act reli well......=P hahahaha..... but damn is it still really awkward........

damn internet isnt behaving itself...... been givin trouble whenever i wanna blog...... errrrggghhh.... thank god it listened to me when i shouted at it and its working now....=D =P......

kakaks gonna work!!!!!! startin tomorrow!!!!!

IM A FREAKIN PROBATIONARY PREFECT..... haha...... actually it isnt all that bad....=P since i dont shout at any1 hahahaha..... not used to it......so i try to tell them nicely......and guess wat??? THEY ACTUALLY LISTEN........ hahahaha...... its kind of a miracle coz the girls in my skul NEVER listen to any of the probates...... mayb they listened to me coz im such a scaredey cat who's such a nerd....

saturday was our repost card day..... TEACHER SAID SHE REALLY WANTS TO SEE MY PARENTS........ i was like...... OMG WHAT IN THIS FREAKIN WORLD DID I FREAKIN DO??? (well.....everything....=P) but still..... was seriously scared...... and teacher told me to come into class when my parents or in my case, my dad and bro arrived coz i was on duty (T[tanjung] block)........ pa and mik came at bout 1030 am........ my heart was beating out of my chest....... beating at a rate of about 2000 times per minute!!! damn was i scared......... then when it was our turn, teacher juz said things bout my history and religious studies..... i call its rs...... my frenz call it agama and sumtmz rs...... she said that my behaviour and the rest of my subjects were perfect!!! (clearly she was crapping) MDM NAFISAH DIDNT COMPLAIN!!! was damn scared dat she would complain juz coz i didnt pass my book up for only 1 freakin time!!! PEI XU ACTUALLY CRIED!!!!! she is such a hyprocrite...... as the malay sayin goes 'bertalam dua muka' after the meeting, she was so happily walking while holdin her sises hand(hate to see her wif her sis.... its like as though they are lesbians!!! =S)

newayz...... i tink i pulled my right bisep....... damn does it hurt...... thank god i didnt pull it etirely...... otherwise i wont be able to blog for weeks!!! its addictive mind you!!.....=P

PICTURES GALORE!!!

DAMN AM I IN LOVE WITH TAKING PICTURES!!!! whyyyyy...... tell me.... is it a disease??? coz i tink its kinda contageous.....=P its like when we pass by sumtin so damn cool in the car i HAVE to take a pic....especially is its got to deal wif buildings and plants....... haizzz.....whyyy....... I WANT MY 'W' SERIES!!!!!! PAAA!!!!!!!! hahahaxxx.......

karate ROCKS!!!! sum of the younger ones call me MASTER!!!! damn is that weird and at the same time proudenning.......hahahax......

skul sucks...... as usual........ am tinkin bout bcumin a prefect......coz ill oni hav to be a probational for 3 months....... =D purni had to be a probational for 6 months!!! hehehe.....and theyre in demand for muslim prefects as there is oni 1 miserable muslim prefect in the whole of form 3..... sadenning eh!?!?!...... hahax......and plus i get to attend theyre gathering!!! hehehe..... cute guys....... numbers......=P......

ive decided...... IM BECOMIN A PREFECT...... my god....... me in a blue blazer..... damn do i look smart...hahax...........=P

am so tired.....

i actually slept at 11 yesterday!!! haha...... thank god the insomnia has seized.... it was goin on for roughly a freakin WEEK!!!.... newayz, the only reason i slept late all those days was coz i had tooo much of hw that was due..... and i still havent completed all of them!!! well....most has been finished and passed up but there are still some that are left......damn........

i hate my life.....

i actually wore a skirt to tennis!!!! unbelieveable??? BELIEVE IT!!!....=P actually, even i was suprised..... i was so fed up that i wore it and went.... ma kept sayin.... ' wear it laa... its not everyday that i see you buying a skirt you know.... PLEASEEEE....... ' so i wore the freakin ting......

skul sucks........

why am i so fat? coach selvam keeps callin me gunde katrika....... coach rama was so freakin mad at us today..... he said i looked nice in the freakin ting!!!(referng to the skirt) hah!!! =P aliya and divya couldnt believe their eyes when i walked onto the court wearing the freakin ting..... they were like.... ' oh my god!!! your wearing a skirt???' and i went ' yea..... mom laa.....wat to do..... '
and marisa said ' do you know that you t-shirt,skirt and shoes do not match at all? ' and i went ' yea..... i kinda realized that and decided that i dont care..... ' =P

fathers day....tomorrow.......curve..........makan..........the apartment..........SHOPPING.......mama.........money........me........broke......=P........MY PHONE HAS ITS VERY OWN TEDDY!!!......=] =P im so damn mad today......mayb its the lack of sleep......or mayb the excess work and pressure my brain in eduring.......=P

SLEEEEEPPP!!!!

GOD AM I SLEEPY!!!......but the weird thing is that whever i close my eyes, I CANT SEEM TO FALL ASLEEP!!!...... whyy....... i tink its because i slept at 12.30am on sunday and at 2.30am on monday...... i tink ill go to sleep now......=P insomnia much???!!??

haiz......school......... as usual.....it totally sucks...... at last ive finished my geo project...... actually, i kinda finished it in only 2 days!!! yea......suprising....aint it??........ but the damn prob is that the damn printer isnt working......shit mann......haiz.......anywayz......

notin much to talk about though..... juz that prakash keeps sending me messages...... im not replyin any of them...... i told him....' i dont tink i should be in a relationship now....' what i actually ment was that I DONT LIKE YOU.....BUGGER OFF....... but he replied......... ' its ok.... i just wanted to see howd u react...... we can take it slow......'

GODDD.....DOESNT HE UNDERSTAND...... thats why im givin him the cold shoulder......mayb hed get the message...... the ACTUAL message........coz im gettng really annoyed with him frankly.........

newayz........ i gtg......... gotta keep my damn life goin!!!.........=P

damn long

its 1.29!!! god is it late......
was talking to kerri for abt 24 mins and 47 seconds!!! god is that long oso.....=P we were talkin bout absolutely NOTIN!!!!....... she was terrorised that i was talkin to her...... wif no t-shirt on......hehehehe....... and she keeps forgetting what she says laa.....OMG SHES GOT SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS...... hahahaha....... she said its fun to write bout me....... oh well..... what am i to say....... im such a fun person wat........=P perasan la i....hehe.......

AND GUESS WATTT!!!!!!! WERE GOIN TO MID VALLEY!!!! OMG.......AND THE TERROR TING IS DAT MAMA ACTUALLY LET ME!!!!!!!!! damn am i happy........ we were deciding on a time...... shantinii is de one that brought it up and she told us that shes fine wif watever time....=P hahaha........ so we decided 12......=]

after we talked....we continued chattin...=D we still are!!! haha...... omg!!! shes havin an asthma attack!!..... she says dat i love her dearly.....haha...... then i she said sumtin bout dyin.....

i said.....
dont laa die!
i need sum1 sane to talk to....
oh ya!
i 4gt
UR NOT SANE EITHER

kerissa
haha
yaya
ok, i shall live live for you

me
haha
yay!
(in a kampungish way)

hahahaha.......damn funny laa........ she is tryin to get kish to come..... but he doesnt hav kredit.......pity her laa......=P
vesh keeps pesterin me to meet him.....so i invited him....... i got mad coz of.......reasons.....=P and then he said he doesnt wanna come redi...... was sad......=[ really...... but actually he wasnt mad at me....=P am still tryin to persuade him into re-comin.....haiz......life is so complicated la.....

were stil talking!!! its 1.50.....my god...... i didnt noe she had asthma...... thank god i dont hav it....... it seems so troublesome.......

ITS 2.00!!!! WERE GOIN TOMORROW!!! WE ARE SOOO GONNA ROCK OTHER PPLZ WORLD!!! hehe...... AND HER NEW NICK NAME IS AUNTY KERRI!!! COZ HER NEPHEW IS SO CUTE!!!.....hahax........

talking bout pavi.......she wants him so bad....... and i tink he wants her too......=D......... DAMN.....HIS EYELASHES ARE SOOOO LONG..... so pretty laa.......
hahax.......=P

then i asked her to describe me in 3 words...... diff words.....and tell me truthfully 4rm the bottom of her heart what she thought of me.......she said im............
helpfull, _______(a word for a person that cheers you up) & lively
awww.....so sweet......haha.....and i said that she was...well.....kinda like how she discribed me..... and also fun and dat she doesnt judge a person by their cover......then she was like....'awwww' hahahahaha.......=P

wheee.....

night B4:
slept at 2....insomnia.....
morn:
woke up at 6.45.....do the math and see how many hours of sleep i got......went 4 raj's at freakin 8!!!...... reached at Bout 815..... had absolutely no place to sit..... did history.... finished at 10.00 sharp......kavi's dad thought we finished at 10.30.....the raj's had 2 go sumwhere..... we were standin outside then oh-so-empty+lonely hse...... took pics.......dad came at 10.45...... i tink....... reached home at 11.00....... didnt do a single shit..... lumbated infront of the tv till kakak came and soon after dat ma came.....
afternoon:
went out to collect ma's laptop........ then went to the mall(kepong)......had lunch at secret recipy's(celebrating kakak getting a place at the assunta hospital [clinical dietition])..... she was so happy.... stuffed face.....well not me...... my bro did....=P...... went shoppin!!! ma bought 2 pants and a shirt...... kakak got 3 shirts.......mik got 2 t-shirts......me only one miserable shorts...... but its quite cute actually..=P im so madd.........
evening:
pala's.......pm...... hotter than pr laa....... whyyyyy........ was late for english........ swapped places wif nancy(yea dats her name)........ gossiped wif thulz...... then it all went badddd...... teacher forced us to swap places with one guy on the onther end of the room...... i was sittin wif....... i dunno his name.... behind me......(me smirking) khumenan a.k.a. germ-men....... he is so disgusting in a polite way that doesnt irritate girls but damn does it irritate me coz i understand EXACTLY what he has in that oh-so-smart little(well he is smart and i tink he has a HUGE head) of his and i know EXACTLY what he has on that damn it PDA of his....... pity nancy.....poor thing...... i wont tell u why......=P........
night:
was stuck in a MAJOR jam coz ppl were fillin their tanks.......PRICE OF FUEL WILL B INCREASED AT 12AM FROM 1.92c TO 2.70c..........damn is that a lot....... bought buns......ate at home..... had dark chocolate........ its bitter yet tasty......and good for the heart!!! =P......watched gossip girl.......... came up....... and here i am.........

another boring ol' day in my pathetic life...

well..... today was a 'stay home and so-call-study' day.... well... i did study.... i did geography and also history..... actually i realized that i kind of prefer doin history questions than reading the oh-so-boring text book..... and ill definitely be studyin and as well as learnin 4rm my mistakes which is kind of a benifit judging 4rm what i got for my diagnostic exams about 2 weeks ago..... which i assure you...... was TOTAL CRAP...... i mean....... a FREAKIN 40% IS SO EXTREMELY ABSURD!!!! ive never.... i repeat....NEVER EVER IN MY PAST LIFE(if i had one) AND MY CURRENT LIFE HAV I EVER GOTTEN A 40% AVERAGE FOR ANYTHING (except religous studies..=P) the least ive EVER gotten for history is a 59% average..... which is a FREAKIN C........ AND NOW ITS A D...... ah..... whatever......... lets leave things in the past and move on......

pr......hottt........ short......... hahaha......... talked yesterday.....on msn ofcoz...... will never hav the guts to call....... but would actually hav the guts to go out for a movie and with other friends....... =P......asked me if i would like to go for a movie..... asked ma....... ofcoz she said no...... she quoted 'i think its unorthodox for you to go out at this age....... you are still after all only 15..... actually not even 15 yet..... your still a small girl...... ' i just walked away without sayin anything if i did i would hav literally SHOUTED at her..... saying..... ' MA!!!! YOU HAV TO BEAR IT IN MIND THAT IM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL......... I MAY BE YOUNG AGE WISE BUT IM THE TOTAL OPPOSITE CHARACTER AND ACTIONS WISE.....' thank god for me running away.....then asked if it would be okay if my bro tagged along to...... i re-asked her........ and ofcoz...... nothing other than a BIG FAT EFFING NO!!!!!! errrrrghhhh....... ERGGGGHHHH....... damn........ im so damn it pissed that i dont even know that im pissed........ hahaha....... im guesing you guys didnt understand what i juz said didnt u...... hahax....=P

anywayz...... yesterday i made pizza....... and i put loads of olive oil on the tray so that it wont stick.... and guess what!!! pa said it was nicer than the domino's we ordered for lunch!!!! OMG....... hahahaha...... then ma said pa and i can open a shop together...... ill make the pizza& lasagna and pa will bake bread and muffins!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA...... hahahahahaha.......

then he asked me what i wanna be after f5...... i said i had absolutely no idea what-so-ever........ then he kept pestering me...... and i gave him the look and he told me why he was aking me that particular question.......and the reason was coz if i wanna further my studies its gonna cost him........ OFCOZ ITS GONNA COST LOADS........ coz notin is free in this utterly cruel world........ actually the only thing that rocks is music!!! hahahahahaha...=P........

ma is hogging my pc........... erghhhhhhhhhhh......... am so damn pissed rite now........ i could stab a goat!!!!!!....... okay that would be too cruel.......... mayb ill stab my pillow....=D...... hahax......=P.....