happiness.... sadness.....anthusiasm......and more

Valentines..... gosh this years valentines was the best and only one yet.... i got up in the morning to the sound of my alarm..... my mom was asleep and my dad was having his bath before going to work..... i got up..... had a shower and went down... a few minutes later my dad comes down and then after feeding his fish and watering his plants he was off.... i took food up to my mom and also made her a drink..... as i was about to lock the front gate... i get a call from dis guy..... he asks me where my hse is and then that he has a delivery for me.... so i tell him which turning to take and after 5 minutes i hear a rumbling of an engine outside our house... i head up to the gate... i see a guy in sunglasses and a pressed shirt come out of the drivers seat and head to the booth of the car... he opens the booth door and meddles wif something... i see a flashing of colours but i couldnt make out what it really was.. then suddenly he takes out a beautiful bouquet of pink roses and a box of ferero rocher chocolates..... i almost squealed..... i took the roses in and all i could do was sit down on the couch and smell my beautiful bouquet of pink roses... they were beautiful.... i hurriedly took them up before my mom came down....

im fat.... i hate it...... help me lose weight..... please.....

i cant stand being fat.... i cant fit into many dresses..... i cant go out wifout feelin secured about d way i look... i cant go out feeling dt i fit into society.... what do people these days do to lose weight la? ive done it all.... i exercise about 5 times a week nowadays.... i try nt to eat too much of oily stuff... i dont eat rice.... haiz... watever la..... fuck my body... might as well kill myself... wont that be easier?

i cannot get more stupid than i am now

i dunno wat to say.... seriously.... ive been blessed wif everything in the world and yet i look for more..... i cant believe i hav been replaced so fast... i mean.... ya i cant go out all d time especially nt at nights.... and yea i know i miss doin mad things and all.... but ive been replaced.... like... super fast..... and nt oni hav i been replaced by someone fun and loving but also SUPER INTERESTING AND INTELLIGENT...... ive been fooled... but somehow i knew dis was coming but i didnt expect it to arrive dis early..... thankfully no one knows d real me..... i always am careful and secretive till a certain extent.....

once i drew and coloured a picture both on d same day.... it was a pretty awesome day.... i planned to draw today.... but then i realize dt my drawin equiptment was all blunt and needed sharpening.... and i sooo wanted to colour too... but sadly i lost my colours..... someone else stole them from me..... i cant get them back..... depressed

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