life is a roller coaster

life is a very rough ride... however, we are all blessed with the gift of life.... some of us may dread the day we were born... and some of us act as though we own the whole world... but in actual fact..... all we want is to hav love and to be loved.... we are all lookin for that one thing that exites us and makes our life seem like its worth living....

i hav an aunt who was a very reknown lawyer... she was so extremely good in the court and she never lost a single case... she was my god mom... she was known as the fun and high spirited aunt who was loving and exiting... she met a guy while she was working.... she fell in love.... deeply in love... they got married....although they didnt have a proper wedding ceremony... they seemed as though they were so extremely happy... well, all of a sudden one day they decided to go to on a holiday... they told everyone that they were goin back to my aunt's husbands home town.... then after that they went to canada.... everyone wondered why they didnt even went there to begin with.... they were there for 6 yrs... what we didnt know that my aunts husband was actually abusing her and when she finaly came back, she was so heart broken and ruined... but she didnt let anyone know dt she was actually really hurt... well... i dont wanna speak about this even more.... its too sad to be spoken about...

freedom...

i dont get it.... why does everyone wanna be taken? whats d rush? i  mean ifur 50 or wat den i get it la.. but if ur 15? den why are u in a rush to get someone who SEEMS to love you? coz at that age.... who will know d true meanin of love...... even older people often mistake it for lust or pride..... im not critisizing ppl who are in love right nw..... there is no harm.... its quite beautiful actually.... my point is.... why should we rush to get into a relationship.... i mean.... we have our whole lives ahead of us... we dont need to rush.... we shouldnt race against the clock to get our perfect soulmate... coz d perfect soulmate is out there but once we find them, we wont realize it till d last minute..... so ive been told.... haiz..... watever la.....

deceiver of mankind

i am a fake
i am a lie
i am someone
whom u cant deny
who will cause hate
and destruction
which will cause everyone to lose faith
and be deprived of all mankind

i am the ruiner and the culprit
who is behind the reason
of ur despair and ur extinction
i have commited treason

torture was once thrived
now it is an abomination
but many still torture and torment
it is truely an asphyxiation

i may try to use big words
but that is just a shield
to protect myself from the colliding worlds
and to prevent myself from falling

an aquantaince once told me
the key to a persons heart is through their stomach
i am one weird person because to me
the key to a true man's heart is through his soul