im in freakin penang! =D im so dammit happy... i missed penang.... i love batu ferringi! it RAWKZZ... dammit im actually wearin a damn dress.. hell yea! haha... ive not been able to stop clicking and clicking the small little button of uncle davids camera... =] OH YAA DAMN I GOTTA GO CHARGE IT.....

managed to charge it until only 18% ='[... but i didnt take that many pix.... tonite i seriously gotta charge it... tomolo is gonna b photography day... =D.... i miss s..... damn he lookd hawt wif his white shirt day day... lolx....

haiz.... im fed up..... of what? of life...

i bought 2 perfumes... one for me... one for ma.... for her bday.. then i bought 2 bracelettes.... one for ma.. one for kakak mu.... they love those stuff... lolx...

i miss you...

by taresh......

the urge to elope
was on the back of my mind
but i just couldnt cope
so i left you behind

when i got THE envelope
i started to cry
all of my lost hope
my eyes never remained dry

i couldnt bare
to experience this sight
i didnt dare
to put up a fight

me and suresh... we had a blastttt dat day.... hope for many more fun times ahead kay! hope to see you soon.... u rawk... thank god you talk... coz damn do i talk... A LOT... wet rain,

falling from the sky above,

tipper-tappering,

on the sidewalk,

the drops so cold,

its glimmer almost gold,

i finally feel the pain,

the pain of being in LOVE,

this pain makes me sound vain,

yet somehow i dont particularly care.

i finally know the obligation,

of belonging,

this obligation of belonging,

is a lesson to build determination.

this unique combination,

ever so devouring,

it partially hurts me,

to grasp that this actually hurts me,

and to enable me to react,

to the truth,

and nothing but the truth,

THAT I HAVE FINALLY FOUND YOU.

sadd... =[

im fed up laa.... fed up wif everythin... been damn freakin emo these past few days... seriously... DAMNNN emo.... im not scaring myself but i may end up scaring other ppl... haizz.....

im gonna miss markie... he's so cuteeee!!! he calls me 'TASA' coz he cant say 'TASHA' awwww.... i wonder what he'll look like when he's 5... omg cuteness personified.. haha... i tink aunty bee is tryin to make me mark's partial fav cuz or sumtin like dat.... hahahahaha.... newayz im gonna miss my markiee! =[ muaxxx(photo's will be inserted later)

im gonna miss aunty leonie... =[... haizz.. OMG UNCLE PAUL'S GIVIN ME HIS LUMIX CAMERAAA!!!!!!!I ALMOST CRIED WHEN HE TOLD ME... SERIOUSLY.... I WAS PARTIALLY CRYING.........OMGOMGOMG.... haizzz =D