hhmm......

OMGOMGOMG!!!! I GOT MY FON!!! IT ROCKS SO HARD MY BUTT ACHES!!!....... =P its so black!!! so shiny!!! i love it!!!

am so damn exited bout 2molo.... hope can see j.... not quite sure though........ hhmm...... newayz.... told papa AGAIN dat we're goin.... HOPE HE GIVS US MONAY!!!..... SERIOUSLY NEED IT!!! =P

guess wat!!! well, yesterday i had tuition rite? well we finished earlier coz mrs pala had to take her mom to the hospital to change her ventilation tube.... and guess wat happened today??? HER MOM DIED!!! dramatic much rite? shantinii smsed me and told me dat my class[pro f4] was canceled...... it seems dat her mom died in the ICU and dat mrs pala was cryin on one of the f4 girls shoulder..... poor thing!!......

went to nana's hse... thought ally...... was kinda fun.... ate dinner at 5.45 [tuna spaghetti.... was damn tasty] and then went 4 karate at 7.45....... came bak at bout 10.15..... watched '21' coz mik wanted to..... mik kinda injured his fingers and was makin a big fuss out of it...... he doesnt noe what ive gone through..... CLEARLY he hasnt......

nwayz... me wanna go cleep... damn tired... NITE....

freakin fucked

i hav absolutely no idea wat to do....... r said ilu...... sh ws... =] cute.... j was sweet[dunno as a fwen or wat].... and p kept askin to go watch a movie........ sh=hot.....p=hotter........j=sweet........r=longLONGfwen........

newayz.... helped greg solve HIS prob..... finally asked na if she liked him.... said yes..... told her de truth.......she said ok and hoped they cud still stay fwenz..... told him to msg her 2molo to find out if she replies his msgs...... chose L1......still likes L2.......

IM GETTIN MY NEW FON TOMORROW!!! WK910i HERE I COME!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! shake+3G=MADNESS!!! hehehe..... + ILL B GETTIN MY OWN FREAKIN LAPTOP!!!! + WE'RE NOT MOVING!!! well thats kinda saddening.... was reli lookin forward to movin and remodelling.... haiz.... and moreover, at 1st pa said dat he'll be renovatin our current hse but then he said dat it'd cost LOADS so he's tinkin of not doin anytin!!! BUT I NEED MY OWN BATHROOM+BIGGER ROOM+TABLE+SOFA BED+WAREDROBE!!!!........ boohoohoohooohooooo......... haiz.... wat to do..... i gotta LIVE MY LIFE!!!>......... =P

talked to kerri!!! miss her!!! hahahaha..... she has SERIOUSLY GOTTA CALL ME!!!! i need to hear her stories!!!

AM SO EXITED BOUT DIS THURS!!! may meet j there..... gonna watch 'TWILIGHT' !!!!! SO DAMN EFFIN EXITED!!!! I LOVE VAMPIRES+LAPIZ LAZULI!!!!

i sooooo wanna go out wif p laa... asked him to come to don's bday/pool party at sang suria nxt tue..... but i gotta call/sms don and ask him if it wud b ok if i brought p........ damn is he HOTTT!!.... haizz.....

hate life.....me miss a.... he is also damn effin hot........ haiz.... i LOVE IT when he plays his guitar........... damn...... HIS HAIR ROXX MANN!!! =P

k.... me gtg.......chaozzzzzzzzzzzz

INTERNATIONAL SCOUTS CAMP 2008

haiz.... im so damn freakin tired.... came bak yesterday nite 4rm the camp... it kinda rocked..... could tease greg coz there was this one girl that was kinda flirtin wif him...... thank god no one even TRIED to flirt wif me.... i guess im not liked by malayz..... and plus there were many other hot girls there.. i was juz a total fatass loser..... haiz... wat to do......

told him bout shiv..... and ram...... and a few otherz.........we talked.... bout THINGS...... it was kinda cool havin sum1 to talk to bout these tings.... since it the hols and i cant talk to purne.... seriously miss her laa....... =P....... in fact i miss kerri too!!! =O hahaha..... newayz... i gtg..... sowie 4 de short entry and nighty nite!!!

and oh ya!! I LOST MY FON!!! so i gotta get all my damn nums bak..... and gotta tel shiv+jack..... haiz....... thank god for fwenztr.....

LET IT ROCK!!!

i am now LITERALLY in freakin LOVE wif de song LET IT ROCK by KEVIN RUDOFF ft. LIL WAYNE........... DE SONG REALLY DOES ROCK!!!!

i wanna go out....
i wanna be freeeee
i want my womanhood back
i want to loose 10 kgs.....[will never happen]
i want new shoes
i want a new tennis skirt
i want skinny legs
i want a new laptop
i want to be less selfish...[i seriously tink im selfish]
i wanna visit nana
i wanna WIN MAKAF 2009!!! [coz afta dat ill probably hav to stop goin 4 classes ='(]

didnt do much today...... slept at 1 am..... was forced to sleep dat late..... was actually so damn tired...... got up only at 12pm =P... swept the house, arranged the tings in the hall........ made lunch[mushroom soup] ma came bak..... aunty norkidah came..... ate our cookies and then took home sum guppies...... watched dis reli funny movie....... went cycling 4rm 4.30-4.10 then was training outside for 15 mins and for another 5 mins i decided to water the plants.......came inside...... sat in the heat[wifout the fan on] watched sumor tv...... went to pick mik and then to the pasar malam.... was too damn early to see any1....... was sad....... came home and ate...... watched tv...... sent some goodluck smses...... and now here i am....... listening to LET IT ROCK!!!!....... all i can tink about when i listen to this song is THIS SONG ROCKS and I SOOOO GOTTA DANCE!!! hahahaha......

ok i gtg..... chaozzzzz

I HATE ME

haizz..... today was fairly ok...... got up at freakin 9.10!!!! was supposed to get up at 8.00......... went 4 karate 5 mins late..... thank god we didnt get our asses kicked...... fought the whole class..... got a deeeeeep cut on the inside of my mouth..... blood was flowing out..... i tasted blood...... and at the end of the class we played what 'we' call 'captain ball' [its actually sumtin like netball but wifout the shooter and others... only a goalie]

walked home...... didnt wanna get a lift 4rm ram..... so we walked wif priya+bro+thivager...... was reli fun.... talked bout music and karate.... teased each other.... threw rocks at a construction site... took pix wif mik coz he was so bored.... hahahahalolz.....

came home... ordered domino's..... ate like a total pig!!...... felt damnn freaking guilty...... went to g'mas hse..... was still feelin guilty so i didnt eat...... probably wont hav dinner........ had a glass of raspberry V wifout any1 knowing......

now am at home.... doin notin..... feelin sleepy..... and moody...... and wanna hav sumor raspberry V....... haizz...... gotta go to skul tomorrow eventhough i dont hav skul...... god i hate my life....... haizzz........

chaozzzz

FREAKIN HOLZ!!!

im FREE...... well..... im more BORED than ever...... i didnt realize how boring its gonna be afta pmr...... seriously..... now, all i do is go on9, sms,read story books...... listen to music...... watch loadsa tv...... at least from next week ill be fully occupied wif karate,dance and tennis..... heres the info..... mon=karate, tue=notin, wed=karate+tuition, thur=karate, fri=dance, sat=tennis, sun=karate..... =P=D.... hehehehe.......

didnt go to skul today..... stayed at home, painted my nails black and put henna on my hand.... it looks more like a tatoo.... =D mom said it was beautiful, dad thought it was a sticker.... hahahahaha..... pa's goin sumwhere[overseas]for a hol tomorrow morn..... wif 2 other frenz.... YAY WE CAN PARTAY!!! =P can use both his credit cards to shop until i LITERALLY DROP!! =P..... hehe.... thought of goin out wif ram.... I SOO WANNA GO TO TIMES SQUARE!!! hehehe....

k i gtg.... ill write a lil later..... chaozzzz

wat a freakn week

im seriously startin to hate skul..... and home.... its juz sooooo damnnnn boring!!!..... i seriously wish my mom wud juz giv in and let us go to wms....... haiz....... newayz..... talked to pn. kalai and she said that i am DEFINITELY gonna be debatng next yr.... haizzz..... the 1st speaker is no biggie but the 'gelabahing' is wat im worried bout...... ahhh... juz eff it laaa

i finally went 4 karate on sun..... i didnt realize how much i missed....... haizz... was supposed to go yesterday too... but i wasnt feelin dat well so i juz stayed at home...... will go tomorrow...... am also gonna call pala's and ask wat timez the add-mathz class tomorrow... i seriously wanna go..... better studyin than sittin at home doin notin......

went to skul today...... didnt wanna go coz i still didnt hav my voice...... had to go coz i had to settle my damn koko book........ hate koko....... love tennis+karate+odissi+watev else... =P.... and when i entered the class and realized that jamie,purni and irene werent there...... then only did i realize that i had no one to disturb..... i was independent..... and most important...... i was alone......[oh so poetic all of a sudden =S]

so...... here is what i did...... i read and read[vampire diaries =D]..... then i went on a hunt[lookin 4 certain teacherz]....... then i decided to write poems........ i gave it to a few of my frenz.... and they said it was damn scary.... hehe.... i thought of submitting it for the school mag next yr.... =D

goin for a camp on the 15th on nov[one freakin week]
goin to bali in dec[one week of PICTURE PERFECT SCENERY!!] hehe...
CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
then..... my results.....
im gonna die...... haiz.......