i hate me

damn..... life sucks.... i hte me.... i only got 5a's.... i was so damn sad dat i cried almost the whole day!!! mom got me a teddy to hug..... aunty rog got me chocs and aunty amarjit got me earrings..... but seriously.... i was very miserable yesterday.... and i was kinda miserable today too..... i hardly ate yesterday..... haiz..... but thank god i got a's for both my science and maths..... i thought i was gonna get b's for science......

this year has been ok.... apart from my results, it was actually a gud year..... i enjoyd and suffered both at the same time..... i had MANY firsts...... and many bad experiences..... and things to be so proud of..... haiz...... anywayz.... HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS AND GALS OUT THERE!!!

FREAKIN SCARED

OMGOSH!.... IM GONNA DIE TOMORROW.... WISH ME LUCK GUYS!!!!

damn..... i cant believe tomorrow's de 30th..... results.... haiz..... i juz hope i get into a pure science class... or else ill commit suicide!!!.... HAIZ.....

today was an adventure.... watched australia.... IT WAS NICE... hehe...... but i wish i can re-watch it...... mayb next time.....

i gotta start gettin redi for skul... havent bought my damn buks..... damn..... and damn am i usin damn a lot.... lol....

i wanna dance... i wanna cry.... i wanna sing.... i wanna die.....

lol dat was rhyming!!! =P

christmas

christmas was kinda nice.... i wore my dress... hehehe..... uncle din actually sain i looked nice and also slim!!! its a miracle for HIM to say a ting like dat to ME..... coz he usually teases me and not to mention every1 else.... lol...

today, we went to low yat at noon coz of miks screen but then when we went there, we searched and then only we found out that they had relocated to tropicana...... so after lunch/tea we went all de freakin way to tropicana.... and then when we were there, they said that they couldnt replace de laptop.... WHAT CRAP..... well, in the end papa was so freakin angry so we went and picked kakak up....... poor thing.... she was sick..... she had a tummy ache the whole day so she took an mc

haiz.... MERRY XMAS

MERRY XMAS PPL!!!!!!!!!!

get loadsa pressies k!!!! and u better not forget to giv me one too!!! lol.....

am up dis freakin late makin xmas cards..... haiz my eyes are hurting..... my head is aching and my fingers are covered wif glue.... lol...... DAMN I GOT MY LAPTOP!!!! ITS AN ACER ASPIRE 4530!!! AND I LOVE MY BABY!!!! lol but de only problematic ting is dat i gotta move alllllll of my stuff from my old pc to my baby...... a total waste of time....... and i was supposed to copy sum pix to a cd for my aunt..... SHE WANTS TO USE THEM.... for god only noes why...... i hope shell be usin them for her adds..... if she does i hope she pays me.... lol..... went last minute xmas shoppin today...... and yesterday.... lol...... tomorrow morn we're gonna wrap all the pressies..... damn tomorrow is gonna be so much fun!!! i wonder how many houses will we be visitin..... not THATTTT many i hope..... i juz hope we dont visit unc s's house....... i mean he and g r ok... but im not that familiar wif the rest of them....... newayz

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
AND HAV A HEPI FREAKIN NEW YEAR!!!!
chaozzzzzzzzzz
nitezzzzzzzzz
-tasha-

i hate me

haizz...... im so fed up..... my stomach hurts and my dad has gone mad...... he actually let almost all of them stay in out house!!! that is like so utterly CRAZY...... how in de freakn world are ALL of them gonna sleep in our house???/ tooooo many ppl!!!!!!! and im sume tomorrow morn he is DEFINITELY gonna ask me to handle it...... as it is i can barely stand today..... imagine how bad itsgonna be tomorrow!!! i juz hope i die in my sleep.... lol......

newayz, i managed to take sum GREAT pix while i was there....... a pic of a spiderweb..... so damn pretty!!! lol..... and i gota pester mom and dad to go get my skul bag and buy my skul books..... skul is startin in a few weeks time... and i gotta be redi... especially if i wanna be a prefect..... i gotta be neat and tidy..... if not, im DEAD..... of... i forgot.... pn....... is supposed to b comin to de morn session next yr.... i juz hope dat dat rumour is a lie..... coz if its true.... we all will certainly DIE!!!...... haizzz.......

k... me gotta go..... gotta go rehydrate.... im now at de moment dehydratin... lolz.... chaozzz
-tasha-

oh yaaa

oh ya... for got to tell u guys sumtin....

while me and my fren were sittin at dis pub/bistro while simply takin pix of each other, dis old white guy says 'takin pix of each other eh real fun eh!' so we both juz smiled and laughed.... then afta a few mins we continued takin pix.... dat guy had sat behind us.... then suddenly he came up to us and asked said 'he can i see those pixz?' then i said 'NO NO(while laughin)'... i then quickly deleted them.... then i gave him de cam and he was lookin for de pix.... den he went from pix to pic and he asked where we came from and we told him.... then i asked where he came from.... he was from amsterdam.... den he suddenly told us dat he wasnt like de the other ppl from where he lives.... he said dat he doesnt drink,smoke,hav random sx or do de BIG D.... and dat he only drinks beers.... thn i said dat dat was bull..... then later while he asked me sum q's he kept comin closer and closer to me... i ofcoz moved further apart..... then he asked us if we wanted any drinks...den i told him i dont want any drink and dat i cant drink... den he asked if we wanted a coke or anytin... we said no and dat MY DAD was sittin nearby..... then he became a lil quiet.... den he asked which one was my dad.... so i showed him one of our pics and he saw my dad..... then afta dat he said ok bye and he went bak to his seat.... we both(me and my fren pooja) were lyke... WATTA EFF!!!... HE WAS KINDA HITTIN ON US!!!... and oh ya... as he was leavin he said oh malaysia.... beautiful country..... so are theyre woman....... ofcoz both of us had to smile but inside we were about to kick him in de nuts.........

then on de next day, while we were playin pool, we saw him wif sumother endon lady..... he actually kissed her infront of every1.... then afta a few mins he took her hand and was gonna go up to his ROOM!!! then me and my fren were like WATTA EFF..... but then a few mins later they both came bak in... we dunno if anytin happened or not... but i kinda doubt it.... DISGUSTIN.....

then the whole time we were in bali, all de guys kept singing kuch kuch hota hei or namaste or shukriya whenever we passed by.... so weird... then once when i was lookin at dis hot bike i was distracted by dis uglay guy smilin at me.. and not ur normal friendly smile.... i weird 'hey babe' smile..... im not jokin!!! it was freakin disgustin mann...... haiz..... in a way im freakin HAPPY dat im bak in malaysia.... i doubt anytin like dat will happen... in dat sense malaysians are WAY more sophisticated and not like total jakuns.... lolz....

newayz... i gotta go.... chaozzzzzzzzzzzz
-tasha-

FREAKIN BALI!

juz came bak from bali today.... its such a historical and religious place laa...... majority of de ppl there r hindus....... the beach is so freakin beautiful and u can even see de sunset at hardrock!.... muahahahaha.... i juz LOVE DE BEACH!!!!....... hehe..... and weird ting, in de flight, i realized dat dis one guy from pala's (ashwin or ashvin or watev) was on de flight along wif his fly!!!..... wat a freakishly weird coincidense...... at de immigration counters, i juz looked straight at me and it was lyke we were both tinkin of de same words in our brains (omg!!! watta heck is she/he doin here?!?!) den de next day, we went to de painting village and again i saw him.... dis time, afta 1 hour of lookin at paintings, he finally said hi like as though he hadnt seen me b4..... kinda rude.... haiz newayz i started talkin to his cuzsis and she said dat they were stayin in hardrock and dat dey were goin bak on tue.... we were goin bak on wed.... newayz dat guys dad said dat he was shy of talkin to girlz and his cuz kept sayin 'phew wit'...... =S......... dat was my expression......... newayz then his dat asked us to come hang out wif dem at hardrock sumtime..... but ofcoz we didnt get de chance of even GOIN to hardrock... haiz... newayz ill most probably see him at tuition...... then ill start talkin to him laa..... lolz... HIS SMALL CUZ SIS+BRO ARE SO SO SO SO SOOOO DAMN CUTEEE!!!!!! de boy is a noti+cheeky boy and de sis is so cute+shy+always smiles.... lolz...

i drew pix of de temples we went to..... i may take pix of dem and post dem on9..... lazy to scan... lolz.. =P

nwayz.... were goin to frasers tomorrow.. haiz.... this week is gonna be freakin tiring laa..... im gonna be tkin my fon+cam.......... YAY!!!! I LOVE MY GADGETS!!! lolz... =P....... i gotta start gettin redi for skul.... it starts in bout 1-2 weeks!!! im FREAKIN OUT!!! IM GONNA BE IN F4+16!!! im gonna suffer+die next yr... haiz.... newayz im kinda tired... i wanna go sleep... nitezzz chaozzzzz
-tasha-