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im a delusional person<3 i hate me<3 ive screwed up my entire life<3 im tryin to change <3 i love my parents<3 i love photography<3 all the pix on this blog is under the PROPERTY OF NATASHA!! DONT EVEN DREAM OF TAKING ANY!... hehehehe... im also mad, over exagerate sometimes... and extremelyyyyyy emotional... as u can see....

Friday, May 30, 2008

undying boredom.....

omg.....these holz SUCK......seriously........ all i do is go to tuition...... eat...... go out for food...... run up and down my whole house for 20 minutes(exercise...supposedly)....... watch tv.......read my history book......my science book....... well.....thats actually about it!!!.......my god........

tuition is so boring....thulz rarely comes for class...... i only talk to 2 boys Ram and Bhav...... and the girls are sooooooo........ haiz........ no comments laa........

Jenn has gone MADDD..... she says she likes 'ehemm' but she actualy doesnt....she says shes just trying to irritate kanisha but actually its bugging me!!! haiz....whyyy.......told Ram and he was like..... ayooooo...... u guys are soooooo madd laa...... and we both(i and Jenn that is) were grinning ever so widely....hehehe.....

Ali is afraid of dogs!!! hahahaha...... i really teased him today which i never EVER do...... and he didnt say i thing!!! hahahaha.....hes so bullyable....

went for nite tuition(bm) today...... was actually ok...... Kash was sooooo dammit irritatin and loud..... teased Jay.K........ hehehe..... kept sayin 'uuuu Yivonne..... ur gf rite???' and he juz smile and show his dimples.....hahaha..... and he kept asking me howd i find out and i kept sayin ' your sis..... who else would tell me?......not this donkey[ me refering to Kash]..... we rarely talk.....well..... she talks a whole load..... im the one dat wont talk.....but me and your sis? nononono....... we talk.......LOADS........ too much even.......' and he laughed .......everyone did......

my bro is soooo high......he juz came bak 4rm his camp[from tue till fri]....... it was like as though he was floating in outer space.....!!!!!....... it was so weird.....then during dinner i think he got to grumpy an started to get angry with me for absolutely nothing!!!..... he is so mad....... oh ya!!! it runs in the family!!!..... i think it came from my moms side........ hhmm...... my bros and my deafness.....hhm....... my dads side i think....... hahahahax...lolz......

Saturday, May 24, 2008

tired as hell......

omg today was such a troublesome and tiresom day!!! haizzz...... it all began with tennis....... we trained under tha blazing hot sun.. but to tell you the truth it wasnt as bad as it seems... it was actually kinda refreshing.......believe it or not...... after that we went tto buy things and farahs bday prezzie...... there, kakak actually got the guts to repierce her ears....!!!! and the stupid lay didnt put enough arosel to make her ear numb...... haiz...... watev..... wats one ws one.....then after shopping we came back and rushed home to fin our karate gees..... once they were ironed.. we went to receive our black belt certs....... it was kind of a big event..... i chaoed at roughly 645.... we were in a dammit jam....in our taman....for abt 15 minutes...... haiz......reached home at bout 705..... and i actually to only 5 minutes to choose my outfit and change and put some somemore eyeliner on!!!!!! even i was amazed..... pestered papa to get out of the toilet........ left at 710 for farahs bday..... damn....... was xtremely late......and my frenz actually waited for me.... i felt so dammit guilty....... but wat was i to do.... i had to attend the cert ceremony........ i couldnt not attend it........haiz.....newayz......took TONNES of pics........ lazy to show u guys though......im so dammit tired...... im actually sleeping while i type......... hahahaha......... ok nitez!!!

Friday, May 23, 2008

purple fingers and fluoricent greenish yellow toes

haizzz..... today was well....... ok...... i guess....... i painted my nails purple!!!! yup!!! theyve alwayz been either black or brown....now theyre dark purple!!!! i sooo love them.....=P and my toes are such a bizarre colour...... fluoricent greenish yellow!!! wat a disasterous combination.....no wonder my friends are becoming madder by the minute!! its called ' pengaruh rakan sebaya'....... or friend influence.......=D hahaha......

haiz...... im declaring myself on house arrest for the whole of these 2 weeks of holz....... i seriously need to start getting more serious........ i know im slacking most of the time but ive seen such a drastic improvement with such minor effort put into my studies....imagine how good ill be if i plunge myself into my work........ ill become a genious!!! (in my freakin dreams)..... but ill never be a ' hot nerd who kicks butt' coz i dont exactly kick so much butt....... i bully more.......=P and i am NOT hot........ TOTALLY not...... and a nerd??? well...... im the total opposite of the phrase ' hot nerd who kicks butt' unfortunately...... wouldnt it be fun if i was in fact an actual ' hot nerd who kicks butt'??? everyone will be going 'uuuuuu......ahhhh.......' hahahaha.....=P

I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!!!! =P i couldnt bare the thought of sitting in a totally crampped up place with no shade what-so-ever and my head covered with a piece of cloth that not only is unnessesary but so utterly HOTTT!!! seriously..... i feel like im a boilt vegetable with no more life in me when im wearing it while standing under the gloriously hot and blazing sun......... why cant it be like scotland here? chilly all the time even when theres sun or without...... haiz....... Malaysia........

Lenita(girl from school who so happens to be going to the same tuition as i am) said that my nails ROCK and that my bro looks like a GIRL!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomg.........HAHAHAHAHAHAH.......THANK YOU LENI!!! hahahahaha......... mik was so angry,upset and ambarassed all at the same time!!! hahaha......and guess what??? hell be camping at his school from tue to fri!!! 1) PR..... damn hottt....... haizzz..... 2) NO DISTURBANCE........ 3) PR......oh i already mentioned that.......=P hehehe......... why does my bro HAVE to be in St. Johns??? why cant he be in Victoria or any other school for that matter??? why St. Johns..... WHYYY....... eerrrrr........... pr........hot........damn.........short........why......... i sure you guys hav absolutely no idea whatsoever about what im sayin........ hahahaha......=P

Monday, May 19, 2008

tired!!! lying on the couch!!! =P

mann..... today was like....woah.......got up at 9.... kinda early since i slept at well....3....=P went downstairs and read my book...... its actually called 'spells and sleeping bags'.... and it ROCKED LIKE HELL!!!.... oh i soooo wish i could be a witch.....but unfortunately..... i dont think they're real...... (no offence to those who really ARE witches or wizards...=P)then i asked ma.....

me: maa..... you know that we... and i mean all of us.... arent allowed out this coming holz rite?....
maa: u sure ull be able to keep it up?
me: ok ok.... i know i cant..... but you get the picture rite?
maa: ya....why?
me: well.... thats why i have been pestering you bout the movie thingy..... im trying to avoid going there these holz.......
maa: aya.....please laa....... ok why dont you just take one afternoon off and watch the movie with us?
me: (feeling so damn pissed) aaa......(thinking to myself..... saying......' i am NOT gonna see Narnia.....')

then i continue reading......then...... i decide to cook lunch...... i chop and stir-fry and boil and taste and bake for about 2 hours...... and finally....i finish........making.......... tententen........ lasagna!!! hahahaha......(dunno if i spelt it correctly.....erghhhh....i hate spelling things...... im uber bad at it)then.......i eat my own cooking all day........ i feel like a bloated fattass with a witchy-oh-so-many-warts-on-the-face....face........ I HATE MYSELF!!!....... dinner....... ate the leftover of MY lasagna and b4 that we went to the 'pasar malam' coz paa thought the lasagna wont be enough...... i WORE MY SKIRT AGAIN!!! hahahaha..... the second most historic day of my entire life......=P ate like a pig...... again....... then watched 'chuck' and 'house'.......damn....... house ROCKS.....so does chuck!!!.......=P

Sunday, May 18, 2008

oh the pain.........

damn....my stomach HURTSSS...... went shopping yesterday........ bought many tings...=P....... havent gone shopping in a hell of a long time...... and today we went to bangsar then to bintang walk!!!!!! i seriously LOVE it there..... especially the atmosphere......and most of all......... PAVILION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn..... im in love wif dat place...... hahahaha..=P juz see wat keri has done wif my blog....haiz......... wat to do.... im soooo helpless...=P and i actually wore a skirt out today!!!!!! hahaha.... this is the first....... damn....should hav taken a pic.....=P and today was a seriously serious eating spree..... hahaha........ food here....food there.......FOOD EVERYWHERE...... lolz..... actually ive got notin much to say....coz im in deep pain...='[ boo hooo hoooo.......... i hate myself....... im too fat........ =[ ask coach selvam...he keeps callin me a gundu......and coach raj is STILL callin me gangster......... ERGHHHH...... whyyyyy........ tennis ROCKED yesterday..... but at the same time it didnt..... we had to train in the indoor courts.........=O......yup...... it was as HOT AS HELL........ LITERALLY..... i mean i was sweating buckets and buckets........ i even felt thinner!!! hahahaha.... but i noe that dat wont EVER HAPPEN....... not in a million years........ unfortunately......='[

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Thank you!

Oh my gosh! My layout is so extremely nice! Teehee! I have the freaky jewish donkey to thank, Kerrissa!!
Ngehe!
This is Kerrissa....!
I'm sorry, i couldn't help not posting!
But this is great cause it's about me....!
:P

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

tuition.......

well..... our examz are over..... nothing great coz weve gotta start studyin...... haiz..... got my dammit sivics marks..... got a 83.... hehe..... im a person with very little morality and sivics......=P haha..... newayz...... today was salini's (or should i say.... sa-la-ni's) birthday..... she actually told the teachers that her bday is today..... it was like she was boasting.... it was so dispicable.....bleurghs.......

the 1st tuition was as usual.....dammit kash irritatin me(not as much as last time coz shes found a new victim....=D) the second one..... palas...... rocked but at the same time didnt.?......get it?..... dimptall was there.....='[ =]...... marked germs science paper....=S....damn his writin is big..... but damn is he clever.....whyyy...... im soooo gonna beat him at science..... if i dont im gonna KILL MYSELF...... and damn nancy for markin my last paper on nutrition wrongly..... im supposed to get the same marks as dimptall....... no fair..... sa-la-ni acted like a total wannabee b**** today.....bleurghs.....

im sooo damit fat...... whyyyy..... i wanna look like nancy!!..... this is wat we talked about today.... i said ' whyy nancy.....why do you hav to be so incredibly SLIM....(frowning face)...' she said.... ' do you know.... i actually wanna b a little fatter....but i just CANT....' then i say ' hey! ive got an idea!!..... why dont i get a liposuction surgery and then well use that fat for u!!....?' ....we stare at each other and then laugh simultaniously....... hahahaha......damn was that funny........

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

EXAMZZZZ.......

im soooo gonna fail my xamz dis time...... juz coz of my de most irritating subject everrrr....... ie: agama..... haizz.... and i got only a 78 for my geography.....=o.....=[....='[..... moms gonna kill...... plus she knows my geography teacher...... haizz...... imagine wats she gonna say bout my history marks.... i just know that im bound to get either a C...probably a D..... and if im lucky a B...... haizz..... ok im not gonna talk bout the PAST examz..... i gotta focus on the upcoming ones......... and all i can say is........ me...dead...burried....underground.....funeral........haizzz.....

kakak is here!!! hahahaha..... shes been stayin here for bout 1 week...... damn nice laa....but at the same time not....=P i gained kind of like a sis but lost my independence and alone-ness.... =P and i like my alone-ness......

mothers day.....was so dammit hectic(dunno if its spelt propperly =P)...... mornin..... karate.....till 1.05!!!.... lunch straight after...... came back.....watched tv...... too tired....slept off..... mom shouted....went up..... read book...... dinner....uncles mothers day bash (kononnye)....but the good part was that..... I HAD LOVELY FOOD ALL DAY.......hehe..... and drove uncle davids car!!! (in my dreams) but i did get into it and try....=D...=P....

Saturday, May 10, 2008

whyy.....

haizzz..... im so dammit fed up of life laa..... i didnt even touch my science and not to mention my geography book..... was too lazy...... hehe..... wats new......

newayz.... i went for tennis today..... it RAWKED!!!....... coach selvam said he thinks theres something wrong with mik..... just cause he lost sooooooo much of weight..... well.... we all think he is just being a TAD bit little PARANOID.......then coach selvam looked at me and said ' You no need to go for the check up' and i said 'Yea i know.... i should be going on a diet' everyone laughed......

and coach 'men in black wearing a tennis outfit' said that hes scared of me....... why??? he says i walk like a freaking GANGSTER....... a freaking GANGSTER FOR GODS SAKE........ he is so totally INSANE...... i pity his girlfriend.... if he has one that is.....then..... he actually said papa also looked like a gangster.....he actually said 'ayo please dont tell your dad.... i dont want to be beaten up'........ i told him anyway....=P.....cause..... MY DAD AND I AREN'T FREAKING GANGSTERS.......thats why.......

we went shopping...... i was so dammit dissapointed..... i didnt get to show papa the camera i wanted........he is such a fast walker...... and i inherited that from him.....=P hihihi.......

and i juz watched 27 dresses..........for the 3rd time.......oh....make that the 4th time.......=P...... hihihihi......... and before we went to the pasar malam and bought FOOD....... thats when i ate like a total PIG.......... i soooo have to go on a diet....ok....... weekends im not..... i repeat.....NOT.......allowed to take ANY kinda carbs and not to mention any fattening food.......... and im also not allowed to have breakfast...... and a oh-so-light dinner.....hehehe......

goals.....
loose 2 kgs in 2 weeks........
to torture the tennis coaches........=P